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(Wednesday, October 19, 2005-)
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6:18:00 PM
# losing my cool already..-
I wanna end things which i dunno how to and tis has made me so pissed i feel like killing myself.. i very very frustrated and i cant keep my cool anymore.. i wish i could jus go there and shout in ur face to stop harrassing me.. things has changed so much tis is the first time i've seen a girl who is so thick skinned.. no one can understand how it feels to lose ur sanity like as though ur gonna go crazy and ur mind is in a great big mess.. where you can never think straight anymore.. as i'm writng tis post now i feel very frust already.. i told my frenes abt it.. but what can they do.. they can only scold and mock her.. is that good enuff for suck a thick skinned person?? would it even piss her off a single bit?? why is there such a person in this earth.. For the first time in my entire life i had been so restless... its very irritating when someone spreads something abt you... anyone can like anybody but never ever spread anything that is so not rite so not true.. if tis really goes on i'll definitely want to change school... i'm so fucking useless i cant even resolve such a simple problem.. who would ever understand how i feel rite now... maybe they would jus laugh... i feel so depressed... the problem is becuz of the things u spread which is not true... my life suck!!! i wanna die!! but its definitely not worth doing so.... who would understand?? i cant even make a stand for myself...
the story ends like this;
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June 2005