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(Sunday, September 24, 2006-)
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yawnz~ woke up at 7 plus again. slpt for lyke 6 hours.
later gona study and tonyte going t slp early.
wheres my baby gone t? lols.. are u still aslp?
msged her but got no reply back. guess she is barh.
study study study!! 1 more week. good lucks everyone. [:
laopo. i believe u can do it. yupp. jus chiong with me.
sure can pass derh. dunc stress urself out. must relax k.
no time t waste lerh. jus keep on studyin. dunc use com.
u said u'd control, i trusted u. N's more important.
i think ur more worried and stress than me. u noe wat t do.
u told me we're bound t seperate if we're of different lvl.
but i dunc give a shiet abt tat. i aint gona let tat happen.
even if we're i dunc mind. u promised t stay tgt.
no matter how tough i hope u still would. i love you~ [:
JIAYOU! YYAN, MY ONE AND ONLY STRONG GIRL. <3
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(Friday, September 22, 2006-)
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i wished she knew. maybe i'm too straight forward.
sorry. nxt time wont lor. hahas. waiting for dinner..
today darn tired. injuries here and there after pe.
pe had soccer. play until so tired. dunc noe why.
today damn exausted. maybe cos of yesterday mass run.
back t studies again. hope u paid attention t was i say.
and understand fully. dunc forget it okay. important. [:
very tired and slpy but cant fall aslp. things bugging.
while she and alicia was swimming i tried t slp.
but cannot leh. my eyes also closing when i watch her swim.
well. tonyte also not slpin early.. its friday.. 3 am again.
tml going out t meeet her for muvees and go marina square.
hhahs. looking forward t tml!! thanks for the shades laopo!!
i love it alot. [: thank u very much. hehs. tml get urs too!
things hab t be sort out. not everything also must think.
tis got thru t me only today lur. jus understood barh.
wont talk stupid and think stupid. present.. now.. yupps.
sometimes.. i wished she also talk t me deep too.
lyke wat i'm thinkin and all these.. lyke the past.
when we would sit down and talk so much nvrending. lols..
maybe sometimes i wished u'd focus more on me than girls.
hhahs.. everytime u seem more obsessed with them..
and keep askin me tis pretty tat pretty tis fat tat slim.
i jus dunc noe wat t say lerh. keep tellin u same stuffs.
if u take note. its always abt the hair most often.
eversince i been with u everything seem t be in a different
prospective. i see things so differently now. hhahs.
its kinda good barh. now i wont jus think one way. but many.
everytime when online or phone u'll be on com and frenster.
blogs. maybe sometimes i hope u'd talk t me more.
abt something else and not discuss mostly on girls barh.
lol. feel sad sometimes cos i wan talk t you abt stuffs.
i dunc mean all these in a bad way or anything. jus words.
from my heart tat i really felt i should tell you somehow.
hope u understand wat i'm tryin t tell you and not get angry.
i'll say sorry now if u got angry. going t eat dinner now.
i love you..
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(Thursday, September 21, 2006-)
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back t blog again. i've been really lazy lately.
busy with exams and stuffs too. not much time.
been studyin lil by lil lately. jus browsing up.
hope i could rmb stuffs hope she rmbs easily too.
jiayou laopo. yupp wont say too much on tis.
i noe u dunc lyke. today lookin at you so fan..
i jus dunc noe wat t say. i felt lost also.
sad tat u will lyke tis. pls listen in class.
okay enuff. 1 more week. n lvls only 4 days. lol.
gona hab tuition later and eating dinner soon. [:
so hungry. lately always nvr eat lunch. only dinner.
getting skinner. lols. start t workout again.
daddys back, ask me study again. i noe how u feel darling.
so i wont do the same as him also kaes. i'll remind
myself. try not t fan kaes. and love studyin for now..
keep going. dunc slack for even jus a day. last words t u.
jus wan tell u i'm worried too. dunc wan say too much.
u noe lerh everything tats link t all the worries.
i love u lar. studies is t each its own i guess.
i shouldn even bother. and jus stick t mine first.
jus lyke u told me.. i will.. okay.. but will remind u.
sat going out with her for movies! cant wait for it.
so long nvr watch movie tgt. see u at sch tml yupp.
my bone not pain lerh. heal damn fast hhahs. dunc worry k.
i'm so stupid walk straight nvr see tat dunc noe wat.
starting t miss you. i'll be missing more of you..
after n's i'll miss u worst.. i really wana be with u.
dunc feel lyke letting go. even if theres a difference.
we'll defintely work it out okay. pls. as i wish u would.
i'm going t eat dinner now.. msg u later.
i love you and i mean it. ur perfect, ur jus sweet. [:
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(Sunday, September 17, 2006-)
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HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!! HAHAHAHAS. THANKS FRIENDS.
THANK ALL THOSE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
APPRECIATE EVERYTHING DONE FOR ME. THANKS ALOT.
today woke up early den left house rushing too.
forgot t take my ring!!! our ring!! wth.. sian.
but nbm. she cheered me up. well after awhile =x
i talked t her and cheered her up abit. lols.
tried my best. hope shes happy too. heehs.
thanks everyone who celebrated for me today.
thanks for the prezzies. i love em so much!
hahahs. the shirt the classic. woohoo. and wallet!!
wat more can i ask for? more time t eat cake tgt???
nxt year barh. [: i miss all the good times.
nxt time can everyone stay long abit? ton tgt las.
walked around at orchard tday. ate ljs for lunch.
supposed t watch movie but didn. cos all so late.
so went heeren look for danny clothes. hhahs.
den went far east and saw nice clothe nad new 1,
from newbie. bought a pair of diamond stud for him too.
did u see it? lols. dunc throw the bag away tgt with it.
see properly leh. 7 plus me kc sl and her went home.
danny and gp went t.. uh.. where arh. borders?
den me and her sat down under blk ate drink talk.
9pm she went hhome. i went t buy alcohol. she dunc let.
but i went anyway. i was wanting t hab the taste again.
sorry laopo! i promise u no more alcohol nxxxt time.
sorry t get myself so drunk and smelly. =x i love you.
she brought down ice cream let me eat. thanks thanks.
cos i put my phone in her house t charge. thanks alot too.
can we make this last forever? i wan keep u here forever.
study hard jiayou!!! theres so much t write. but nbm.
i'm giddy and drunk at least i wrote all these first.
cont. tml. [:
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(Friday, September 15, 2006-)
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waha. suppose t watch movie but didn catch it.
all because of.. haish dnuc wan say lerh. lols.
went t search for danny's present den went home.
walked her home and on the way say out things.
hhahs. glad tat she understood. jus now so paiseh.
well. i understood something too. zhu jian yar i noe.
today was a wonderful day i can say. and tiring too.
so slpy now. jus now on the way home fell aslp lols.
i'm so loving every momentt spent with her. i love her!
always always, pamper and protect you! lols.
its nvr too much. its always jus nice xp.
only you'll noe wat i'm talking abt yarh. abt the pamper.
well will be waiting for ur call okay! call me soon!
I MISS YYAN`
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(Tuesday, September 12, 2006-)
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today she din went sch. i missed her real bad.
i'm so weak when she's not around. need her.
well.. anyhow think again. made her fedup.
pissed off with myself. i noe my mistakes my flaws.
wanted t kick a curb so damn hard but missed.
in the end i injured my knee. how stupid i'm lols.
nnow the rooms so cold the chills of achings are
running through it. feelin lyke maggots biting.
pain. who cares abt pain. i can take pain.
any pain except heart pain. lols. sorry yupps.
jus now went civic mac eat. saw dexter and his frens.
while dex in washing hands and i was at the counter.
his frene wan disturb her. they left den she told me.
damn i was so pissed off. well talk t him on msn.
he'll hlp clear some stuff up for me so its ok.
i've simmered down alrdy. nxt time i wack liao.
dunc give a fcuk anymore. i wont let guys near you.
UR MINE! ALL MINE! for now.. how abt always? u want?
jus now ur msg left me shaken. shocked. but hey..
i looked on the brightside. i'm sure we'll work
things out little by little somehow. dunc stop.
i wont stop loving you. i'll be here for you.
lyke u said even if dunc get t see each other so
often you'll still love me. likewise. but i'll miss u!
its okay. if we're busy for some reason.
jus hope we'll still remain tgt. let tis love
forever remain in each other's hearts. nvr let go.
i'll hold on so tight til ur hand turns cold.
for all tat i want is jus t remain by ur side.
i love you. hope u noe how much i really do.
so much jus words cant explain it now.
i love you oh so so much laopo!
i'll always treasure and cherish u. always i swear!
let my actions be my words from now on.
let my actions be how i'm going t tell you how much
i love you and willing t do for you. alot is not much.
my actions jus neverending.. hope u'll be happy. <3<3
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(Sunday, September 10, 2006-)
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Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past
I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
So what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? Whooooah
So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
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(Friday, September 08, 2006-)
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sigh.. said things i really didn wanted.
but i still said it anyway. wat if its better?
maybe you'd hab more time. many things i missed.
i wished all i could do was t tell. things i hid.
things i've always wanted but twisted it.
twisted it t make her feel happier and more space.
u noe u really dunc hab t sacrifice anything for me.
love u babe.
missing geri.
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(Thursday, September 07, 2006-)
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say it isnt so. say it is a lie. i'll believe in u..
after wat u've said. maybe i jus tot abt things.
whats better for you? can things be lyke it is now?
can studies and future be mixed tgt with us now?
can we sustain. how would it be? keep it tis way?
i hope it wont make much of a difference. :/
i still wish we'd still be able t maintain things.
no matter how tough it is. hope we can. cont..
being tgt.. for as long as always..
well. i hope its still wat u want..
still wan u t need me lyke i do..
still wan u t say u'd hold on tight..
still wan u t be the person i miss..
still wan feel important t you only..
still wan feel ur care and love for me..
still still still still still still....
nvrending.. -i hope i made a difference in u..
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how the hell am suppose t pass by tday and tml?
its so bored with no one around at home. feel alone.
this feeling sux. lyke no one can hear u. going nuts.
talking t myself and talking t the air. lols. wth.
i miss her. hope sat will come soon. miss her dearly.
may we last for always. i wished, i hoped, i prayed.
whats meant t be will always be urs. i jus hope we're.
well. forget tat. now everythings so fine. i'm happy.
changed many habits. understood many problems. well...
i love you. nths gona change tat. i'll miss you!! (=
come t me baby. i need you. <3
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(Wednesday, September 06, 2006-)
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maybe things had a big change now.
dunc noe wat ur blog meant also.
many things ur not telling me.
i noe u wan quiet, silence and peace?
only happiness and not sayin out wats inside?
u can counsel urself. lols. but i cant.
u can dunc say out. counsel and ur fine.
can i? i'll try. everythings reality.
words last nyte. i said it cos i felt it.
nvr tot it made us both angry and fan?
letting u noe how i feel is all tat i can.
seems lyke when u noe how i feel ur fan?
didn wana blame myself. u noe i wan u happy.
i wont think lerh. lyke u said all i knew..
yeah i knew. i felt. so i jus tried tellin u.
i should jus learn anger management den talk t you.
den we could at least talk things out nicely.
not having t quarrel lyke u said we only got quarrel.
can u understand me too? i dunc noe if things alrite.
i tot we both should understand each other. yes? no?
why always say i dunc understand u leh.. how abt me?
i didn demanded things. neither i wanted a quarrel.
i've always jus wanted t tell you things. tats all.
wat i say is not for u t go think and make a fuss.
its for u t understand and noe tat i hab tis feelin.
jus for u t understand... i love you.. =(
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(Sunday, September 03, 2006-)
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yawnz* so tired and slpy. today study abit.
so fast tml mt N's exams. sigh. so boring..
studyin for ss. promised her i will go study.
woke up at 5.09am tis morning dunc noe why.
jumped out of bed drank water and slpt back.
slpt till 8 plus den wake up play com. lols.
msged her. didn noe she woke up alrdy. hhas.
she's slpin now. tonyte not callin me lerh.
cos she's gona slp early and study. jiayou!!
today jus cut hair. dunc noe if its nice. lols.
but who cares. its only for her and myself t see.
today did work out. now i'm kinda restless.
slpy lerh. gona eat my dinner soon den study.
all the best t everyones MT N's tml. GOODLUCK~
blog again some other time. (:
I look into ur eyes and i see everything i need. <3
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(Saturday, September 02, 2006-)
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today is such a wonderful day. lols. happy!
reminiscing the days spent with her. (:
happy t have her. cherishing and treasuring us.
i miss her. today studied math. going t read ss.
hope both of us go up t sec 5. tats my wish.
today did work out. not so much jus 12 reps.
i wan achieve a V tat would be so nice lars.
now got abit. at tis rate i think 2 months?
from tday onwards gona stuf myself with meat.
more meat more veg. more protein more carbo!
i wan grow taller also. 1.80 is enuf lols.
now only 1.70 i think. wah 10 cm... 3 years??
hope i suddenly got outburst of growth. lols.
jus finished bathing plus vacuumin my room.
nxt time she come den wont so dusty lerh. hahs.
after vacuumin i keep sneezing damn. so much dust.
block nose now. tml tuition at 12.30. done hw.
monday mt N lvls. i hope i can tyco pass? hahahas.
but i noe tats kinda impossible lars.. praypray~
becuz i nvr study and not going t. tired lerh.
sorry mdm ang. eversince sec 4 start i slack ler.
didn feel lyke listening or doing hw. so sorry.
gonna go study ss soon. must pia i dunc wan ite.
go poly den my dad wont control me. yupps.
everything is planned. now i must work hard. (:
i wan take care of her, gonna work hard for us too.
stand by me and support me okay? i need you much!
i love you laopo. heehs. so deeply in love wit u!
I LOVE GERI AND IT GOES ON FOR ALWAYS. . . . . . <3
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(Friday, September 01, 2006-)
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i'm so lazy t blog lars... lols.. tired and slpy.
since u personally asked me t so i blog. heehs xp
today woke up ed 7.40am. last nyte slpt 3 plus.
was waiting for game t start den go lie on bed.
lie halfway i fell aslp. lols. wtf. so lousy.
woke up straight away use com lerhs. nth t do.
waited for her t come. did extreme workout.
after tat went t bath. den cooked cambel soup.
yummy~ too bad she dunc lyke.. if not i gib her.
she reach around 11.20. i cooked maggie mee for her.
tuition teacher was late so we jus relax and wait.
after he came at 12.40. she waited in the room.
sorry t keep you waiting norhs. knew u were bored.
nxt time i cancel tuition pei you okays. sorry.
after tuition finish went t play with her. lols.
she was lyke bored until.. she looked so sian liao.
after tat went toa payoh t eat steak. so EX so FAT.
but was quite nice larhs. lol. nt bad. jus got fats.
later accompanied her home. we both stomach ache.
ate too much lerhs. she worst than me. lols.
hope she's better now. ((: i miss her.. i'm bored.
dunc noe wat t do later. lols. cs? dota? study?
hhahs. i love geri so much!! <3
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