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(Tuesday, October 31, 2006-)
+11:35:00 AM]*
11:35:00 AM
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ytd went out early t east coast with laopo.
took bus there and reached abt 10 plus.
rented bike and rode around. she talked abt
wat she used t do last time with her dad.
she missed it alot. we rode for 2 hours.
at opne point i fell and injured myself.
i was too playful. lols. narh deserved it.
after tat went t bath. kc and ds asked if
wanted t watch movie. so we went t watch
after shoppin for awhile. must chiong back
zzz. can see she's not happy cos she dunc
lyke the show and lyke forced t come lur.
cos kc lyke say if we dunc go he also
dunc go. lmao. if we cant agree on one show
wat for go lur. anyways after the show i
sent her home and went upstairs her door
outside take vcd. after tat i went home.
halfway danny called asked where am i and
said wana accompany me eat dinner so i
took train back t woodlands from marsiling.
reached home around 9 plus. was on the phone
with her all along. talked and everythings
fine. [: after tat when she called me again
after the channel 8 show finished she's so
different. very fan very pekcek angry her.
lols made me bth andd duno wat happened. =x
sorry i got abit frustrated too. chat with
u on msn half the time u are always doing
things and we wont chat much. everytime as
me t wait. over the phone also sometimes
keep askin me t wait. hear liao also sian.
lols. but its alrite. i understood las.
whenever u say i duno de lah lols den i so
pekcek lur. lmao. i bwg straight away. zzz.
wat i noe lols the rest noe har. lyke every1
thinks i duno u lidat. wats bf for ryte lmao.
i forget everything. i dunc wish t rmb. but
ur attitude these fews. hai. nth t say lar.
sometimes lyke take drugs lidat will act up.
lols. okay lars. but after awhile will better.
dunc noe how t tell u narh. hope u read lur.
i noe sometimes i too dumb or wat lars. den make
you pekcek and angry. lols. ps okay. tats all.
jus try not t so angry. i dunc lyke also lols.
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(Saturday, October 28, 2006-)
+11:04:00 PM]*
11:04:00 PM
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woke up abt 10 plus tis morning. she msg me.
say she go out meet cia. i slpt back awhile.
woke up bath brush teeth and eat breakfast.
com tv slp chat talk t her on phone. [:
ate lunch, dinner, breafast. ytd she came my
house. played, snack. planned t watch movie
but didn cos no time. hahs. we were late.
so went t cck eat xxl chicken and oyster mee
sua without oyster more chicken HAHA!
sat by the stairs and we fed each other. [:
went back cck walk walk talk talk laugh laugh.
after tat bought bbt and went back t sembawang.
walk walk around in this fashion waited for her
t try out clothes. i kept yawning. so tired.
after tat jiu send her home lerh. hughugkisskis.
said goodbye. went home ate dinner bathed. com.
3 plus den slp. yawnz. gona slp early tonyte..
i miss my baobei so much. <3>
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+10:21:00 PM]*
10:21:00 PM
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woke up abt 10 plus tis morning. she msg me.
say she go out meet cia. i slpt back awhile.
woke up bath brush teeth and eat breakfast.
com tv slp chat talk t her on phone. [:
ate lunch, dinner, breafast. ytd she came my
house. played, snack. planned t watch movie
but didn cos no time. hahs. we were late.
so went t cck eat xxl chicken and oyster mee
sua without oyster more chicken HAHA!
sat by the stairs and we fed each other. [:
went back cck walk walk talk talk laugh laugh.
after tat bought bbt and went back t sembawang.
walk walk around in this fashion waited for her
t try out clothes. i kept yawning. so tired.
after tat jiu send her home lerh. hughugkisskis.
said goodbye. went home ate dinner bathed. com.
3 plus den slp. yawnz. gona slp early tonyte..
i miss my baobei so much. <3 you geri.
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(Thursday, October 26, 2006-)
+11:40:00 AM]*
11:40:00 AM
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last nyte slpt early cos it was so boring.
fever is almost gone. left with headaches.
woke up around 10.30am ate breakfast and
back t com. currently playing cs. sians.
she's watching vcd. no one wana talk t me.
hahaha. morning shouted and mum cos she was
darn irritating. maybe i dunc love them as
much anymore. they cant stop talking.
i dunc lyke t rush i hate to. and both are
always rushing me t do tis and dat if not
they'll say things lyke later u wont do alrdy
why not jus do now. wtf. how u noe i wont do?
lmfao. do anything also wan chap. why cant u jus
leave me the hell alone. i'm fan enuff.
wanted t talk t her abt it. but she's busy.
think she'll jus tell me t tell her later.
anyway its small matter so nbm lur. hha.
she hear ler also will sian barh.
i'm such a problem child. damn. why was i even
born. wat do i enjoy in life anymore.
being someone's bf isnt so easy neither.
if one person could be so positive nth t him
is nvr negative den there must be something wrong.
u need t psycho urself t think positive isnt tat
alil bit lyke nuts. when things i put ryte in ur
face and ur experiencing it now. can u run away
and tell urself no its good. lets be positive.
if my heart tells me its fine it wouldn feel hurt.
u said i treat you better? hurhur. i dunc even noe
if i'm las. can't u treat me better then? lols.
maybe ur ryte i should change alrdy. control my
own thinkin. dunc let it run wild and think tat
wateva u do its not wat it seems. ryte? if u were
in my shoes.. wateva u do.. its jus wat it seems..
lyke when i felt lyke u didn care. u said u did
but jus didn show it. u noe not everything.
between u and me also can say one okay. certain
things shouldn be said and shouldn be asked for.
dunc u get it. i'd be thick skinn if i asked.
i'd be selfish t others if i asked. so wat if
i'm stading in a special place in ur heart. so
wat if u gave me the previledge t say anything
or ask anything. i'd still noe wat t ask and
not t alrite. so i chose t keep it t myself..
u werent happy with i didn wana tell you..
tell u lerh u more unhappy. there's so much
cut here and there t wat i wana say. cos cant.
u wont get the whole picture okay. dunc get angry
with me lerh. everything's fine ryte now. [:
ilu*
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(Tuesday, October 24, 2006-)
+5:31:00 PM]*
5:31:00 PM
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when was the last time i blogged. couldn rmb.
currently waiting for her call and msn reply.
hahas. i'm dead bored. having fever. feeling weak.
tis sucks. everyone's out and having fun.
i'm stuck at home with parents sians...
mums. karaokin. so noisy.. zzz lmao. not nice =xx
went t lie down t slp for awhile but couldn.
closed my eyes for half an hour. couldn slp at all.
tired t the core. tis week wont be seein her.
didn took panadol for the fever. tis morning it
went away. now its back again. zzz. when is tis
pain and giddyness gona end.. for nth tio fever.
was lyke so fine went out with her ytd t orchard.
and later jus felt sick. wtf. now i noe not euff slp
also will fall sick derh. i dunc ever believe but
maybe now i do lars. zzz. ytd slpt at 2am.
i wonder wat time she slpt. dunc noe what happened
t us last nyte also. sorry narh. so damn worried
you ge mai. u did it everytime. i see liao will fedup.
i'll change for the better narh. wont watch wont do.
promise u lerh yupp. [: i love u much baby.
argh. i'm gonna miss you this whole week. =(
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(Wednesday, October 18, 2006-)
+6:27:00 PM]*
6:27:00 PM
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its so boring today. sigh. alone at home.
no one t talk t really sian one nur.
lols. she's not home too. so shuang go out.
she called and we talked for a while.
not really talked narh. listening t her cousin
talking lols. cute voice huh. but sounds
lyke she's pissed off. lmao. chill he's jus
a kid. hahhas. i had breakfast. but not lunch.
now i dunc noe wat t do on the com. games
are all becoming boring. there's a freaking
mosquitoe in my room. wtf. it jus flew t my ear!
ur going down bitch! lols. tml going moe t work.
ging with kc ds sean larris. sians. wake up early.
tonyte must slp early.. i cant ever slp early.
i'm used t slpin late i wont be able t fall aslp.
sian. den how t work without enuf slp. i'll b tired.
sigh. but only for one day i think i can manage. [:
waiting for her t call me when she's home.
sorry i fan you arh. i noe how ur feelin, really.
but i dunc noe wat else t try and cheer you.
so from now i'll keep quiet until that day is over.
i asked myself if she needed me so much.
things always happen at the wrong time and lead me
thinkin tat she doesnt. even when she said she does..
i dunc even noe t accept tat or not.. lately i'm
not feelin really good. i'm jus down. she duno..
she jus thinks i'm thinkin too much. makin a mess.
ytd went marina square. got scolded by her comin back.
u sounded so pekchek and so fan. how am i suppose t
talk t you and tell you stuffs. i wished i could shut up
and not give u all these shiet tat u gotta take.
its sad. cos u made me think so much because of ur
attitude in the past 4 days. you've nvr been lyke tis
before. u said u wouldn explde. lols. ytd you alrdy did.
so wat can i do. jus keep quiet too. make u happy lyke
u asked me. i'm tryin. but first i gotta be happy too
ryte? the one i loved. tis jus isnt you. once i talk
abt ur studies. the first word i'll hear is aiya ni hen
fan leh. lols. yeah u started the topic. i'm jus tellin
you becasue you asked. when i said the bad thing u didn
lyke. when i said u could do it. u didn lyke it either.
yeah u can say i dunc understand you and how u think.
u think i really dunc noe? tat u started too late.
u struggled thru the whole n lvls exams. now ur scared.
worried u couldn make it t sec 5 with all of us.
scared u lose ur friends? scared you lose me?
and parents and stuffs lyke dat? is it lyke tis?
are u regretting. cos dunc be. u noe if u didn studied
hard tis is the outcome it leads you t be worried.
tats where all the problem came front. u noe u hab
no confidence t you say can be promoted. because u noe
u didn did it well enuf t be sure. we write our own
fate. not god. the rest is up t luck now. chill out.
its over. dunc be afraid t accept ur fate. until tat
day tat comes. you're forced t accept it. theres no
other choice. at this point of time. enjoy while u can
and hope tat everything goes smoothly. i noe u darling.
its hard t jus not think abt it. well u can think and
in tat thinkin process. learn t accept it. not everything
tat happen is bad. everything can be earned back with effort.
love you baby. i'll bring u happiness jus hope you'll be
happy with me. <3
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(Monday, October 16, 2006-)
+9:15:00 PM]*
9:15:00 PM
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wats wrong now anyway. lols. its so weird.
u talk lyke i'm not there for u or no one is.
i closed up so many holes. solved and understood.
now ur leaving me things t think abt.
sayin all kinds of weird stuffs tat only u noe.
yeah. only u. why cant i be lyke tis lols.
wouldn it be better. i can think of everything myself.
why are u even wantin t understand me when u urself
cant even understand urself? not even being urself.
unhappy yet wanting t be strong. tired yet wana go on.
has it not already gone t the limit yet? i can see it.
ur alrdy strugglin now. jus a talk and we'll start
quarreling. alrdy shows its really bothering you.
i'm waiting for tat someday when u'll talk t me.
once more i'll say tis t you. dunc fight it if u noe
it hurts so bad. dunc fight it when thinkin abt it
makes you cry and makes me so weak and down and mess up.
cos u noe tats the limit alrdy. it has brought u down
real hard slammed t the ground. even if u are standin
tall lookin fine t everyone. u noe and i noe. ur no okay.
u told me u'll try t be strong. being strong isnt worth
tryin. no one stands strong alone. no one can. if they
could they're lyin t themselves. cos they've alrdy
shed one tear. tat proves it. if ur gona be this way.
its fine with me. i wont mess with you but wait
patiently for u t say it. lyke u said even if u told me
i'll nvr understand? yeah. i'll nvr and u even told me
wats the point den? hahas. t you i may be childish?
so i dunc understand isit? u dunc noe anything dardar.
if tats my perception in u i got nth t say alrdy.
all i noe theres a time for me t be serious i'll be.
if i hab t understand you i'd go the extra mile.
ur alrdy blkin me out now how am i suppose t reach out t u.
how am i going t tell u tat i'd understand if only u told me?
i'd really wana noe. i'm ur stead. make full use of me.
i'm not jus a company. i'm more than everything u can think of.
i can do anything for u. i'll always be hear for u no matter wat.
i noe i've hurt u along the way. and there'll nvr be a full month
tat we wont quarrel. i'll try t prevent tat. we've still got
a long way t go. i hope now its not a time you'd think of stoppin
dunc get sick of quarrelin dunc get sick of me thinkin alot.
i'll tell you wat i'm thinkin. cos we're jus startin out
lyke u said. many things even though we said it we wont be able
t prevent it from happening. i'd compromise. i'd give in.
i'd love. i'd care for you. i wont stop all these. hope u wont.
for some reason u may hate my attitude sometimes.
but i hope u'd noe me well enuff tat i didn did things
intentionally jus t get back at you or hurt you. i'd make it up
i can make a million promises or endless ones. i wont break them.
i told u 10 years down the road wats our outcome? i hope we last
lyke i wanted. and u wanted too ryte? u said it t me. i'll rmb.
u cant tell me not t worry. no matter wat my responsiblities are
there. i'd still worry in some way. tats jus normal okay.
so pls do understand too. tat i'm not wantin t quarrel yar.
Always, mk<3yyan
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(Saturday, October 14, 2006-)
+10:15:00 PM]*
10:15:00 PM
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today so tired. last nyte slpt at 5.15am.
danny come my house ton den we play games.
we didn ate dinner, so 3.am went down t buy.
saw 2 grps of ppl. left side guai kia. lols.
right side paikia. hahas. bought cup noodles.
went back up cook eat and play game again.
ytd was really fun. and maybe he was boring.
cos i used com most of the time lols. sorry.
we talked crap and laughed so much. hahas.
woke up around 11.20am t go eat kfc. nice!
den after tat went back home. he left at 3+.
geri called and we chatted on the phone.
chat till she went out t cut hair. now i'm bored.
wonder wat she's doing now. having fun now?
she's out again. wished i could go out too.
whole day stay on com and watch 2 hours tv.
eaten spaghetti for dinner. still full now.
miss her rreally much. hope she calls soon.
my cough is back again. its really bad tis time.
the phlegms stuck inside not coming out.
really xin ku. injured my wrist worst tis time.
gona go play game now. slping late again tonyte.
i miss her real bad! =x where'd you go..
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(Thursday, October 12, 2006-)
+7:22:00 PM]*
7:22:00 PM
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ytd went bugis with her and met up with the rest.
sl, yl, mz, elaine. went bugis street meet them.
ate long john. after tat mz and yi ling smoked outside.
yl offered me. but i said i cant. hhahs. nad for health.
ytd suppose t celebrate 7 month. budden become so mnay ppl.
i sian too. sorry tat i got angry in the morning. hhahs.
i jus wanted er ren shi jie u noe? lols. nbm. its over now.
anyway ytd was still okay barh. =x rushed home with her.
i treasure u alot darling. nvr gona let you go. [:
today woke up 7.15am supose t meet her go swimming.
i fell aslp again. sorry darling. last nyte slpt at 4am.
kinda tired. but still rushed down after tat. hope ur not
angry with me okay. hehs. no matter wat will still come down.
we went tampiness after her swimming. ate there and gaigai.[:
walk around crapped and joked. so funny lar she. so cute lols.
walk around until sian liao den go back cwp walk again.
today drank bbt twice one from tamp and other from cwp.
all nice. lols. after tat i walked her home. den i went home.
really happy tat i'd found u. perhaps i'm blessed. lols. XD
jus wana treat you ryte. dunc wana make u sad. i'm happy now.
hope u are also. the smile on ur face makes me smile with joy.
u make my day. and i'm happy seeing u and enjoy every min of it.
she's eating dinner now i guess. hope she calls me soon.
i miss her. tml going orchard! lols. maybe gp and danny coming.
gnoa eat my dinner soon.. sians. i'm really bored. at home. =x
can we make this last forever? lolx. dear geri ps: I LOVE YOU.
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ytd went bugis with her and met up with the rest.
sl, yl, mz, elaine. went bugis street meet them.
ate long john. after tat mz and yi ling smoked outside.
yl offered me. but i said i cant. hhahs. nad for health.
ytd suppose t celebrate 7 month. budden become so mnay ppl.
i sian too. sorry tat i got angry in the morning. hhahs.
i jus wanted er ren shi jie u noe? lols. nbm. its over now.
anyway ytd was still okay barh. =x rushed home with her.
i treasure u alot darling. nvr gona let you go. [:
today woke up 7.15am supose t meet her go swimming.
i fell aslp again. sorry darling. last nyte slpt at 4am.
kinda tired. but still rushed down after tat. hope ur not
angry with me okay. hehs. no matter wat will still come down.
we went tampiness after her swimming. ate there and gaigai.[:
walk around crapped and joked. so funny lar she. so cute lols.
walk around until sian liao den go back cwp walk again.
today drank bbt twice one from tamp and other from cwp.
all nice. lols. after tat i walked her home. den i went home.
really happy tat i'd found u. perhaps i'm blessed. lols. XD
jus wana treat you ryte. dunc wana make u sad. i'm happy now.
hope u are also. the smile on ur face makes me smile with joy.
u make my day. and i'm happy seeing u and enjoy every min of it.
she's eating dinner now i guess. hope she calls me soon.
i miss her. tml going orchard! lols. maybe gp and danny coming.
gnoa eat my dinner soon.. sians. i'm really bored. at home. =x
can we make this last forever? lolx. dear geri ps: I LOVE YOU.
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(Wednesday, October 11, 2006-)
+10:01:00 AM]*
10:01:00 AM
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YOU GAVE ME SHIET AND U DIDN CARED ABT MY THOUGHTS.
YOU PUT ME THROUGH TIS SHIET. WHEN I TOT IT WAS OVER.
NOW I GOTTA TAKE IT ONCE MORE AND MAKE MY HEART COLDER.
SO TAT IT CANT FEEL, SO TAT IT'LL BE NUMB. SO I COULD TAKE.
I CAN TAKE ALL KINDS OF SHIET. I DIDN WANA CHANGE...
I'M SORRY IF LATELY U THINK I'M DIFFERENT.. COS I CHANGED.
YOU MADE ME CHANGE FOR THE BETTER SO I COULD GO THRU MORE.
FOR NOW I'VE LEARNT T KAN KAI. EVEN THE WORST STUFFS.
DUNC SAY I DUNC CARE ABT UR FEELINS OR EVEN YOU. MUST KAN KAI.
YOU TAUGHT ME. I'D NVR LET ANYMORE PAIN EAT ME ALIVE.
I'VE HAD ENUFF. I'M GONA START CHANGIN MYSELF SO IT WOULDN HURT.
WHEN WILL I BE AS COLD AS AN ANIMAL. I'LL HAVE ENUFF ONE DAY.
UR TRAINING ME T BE TOUGH IS TAT IT? SURE THING I CAN TAKE IT NOW.
NOT GONA QUARREL WITH YOU ANYMORE. DUNC TELL ME SORRY AND U LOVE ME.
COS ITS USELESS. SO PLS SHUT UP WILL YOU? I HAVE MY LIMITS T THE
THINGS U ALWAYS DO T ME. TODAY IS JUS MY LIMITS. I'M NOT GONA DO
THINGS TAT MAKE ME FUCKING GONA REGRET. I'M GONA START MAKING
DECISIONS. IF UR NOT HAPPY WITH IT. DEN I DUNC NOE WAT T SAY.
LEAVE ME? FOR ALL THAT I'VE KNOWN I'VE BEEN CHANGING T FIT IN WITH YOU.
WAT MORE DO U WAN ME T DO. DIE ? U THINK I EVERYTHING ALSO ANYTHING?
U ASK ME MAKE DECISIONS DERH. NOW I DID. LOOK WAT U DID? LMFAO.
YOU THINK ONLY U NOE HOW T SAY? ITS A DARN BIG JOKE. I NOE LAR.
MY PLACE CAN NVR WIN HER! I DUNC WANA HEAR A SINGLE SORRY FROM U.
STOP BUGGING ME. DUNC EVEN WRITE A SINGLE SORRY ON UR BLOG. SORRY SUCKS
SORRY I CAN SAY A MILLION TIMES IT WONT EVEN BRING MY GRANDPA T LIFE.
WAT DOES SORRY HLP IN ANYWAY? CAN I KILL MY GRANDMA AND SAY SORRY?
LOL. ENUFF SAID. I'M NTH... NOW I SEE EVERYTHING THRU... NOTHING AT ALL..
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(Monday, October 09, 2006-)
+3:32:00 PM]*
3:32:00 PM
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woke up 9plus. dad and grandma didn went t work.
grandma was sick. dad was sick* lols. sian lar.
dunc noe why angered her. but i'm sorry okay.
hope you ace ur amath and god bless* pls dunc mental blk.
stuck home. played come whole day. tired too.
but nth else t do.. i miss her. i need her.
gona see her tml. hope she msg me soon.
sorry laopo. but dunc go anywhere alone pls.
i'd be worried. kaes. enuff of tat. havent eaten yet..
not hungry anyway jus headache and giddy. eyes aching.
neck pain. woke up on the wrong side of the bed. lols.
tml going with her t swimming. think i'll sit there.
i cant swim if i'm in the water i'd only get in ur way.
rmb-ed u said t me swimming also duno buay paiseh. lols.
today not coming down lerh. i really wanted t.
its too late now. seems lyke i've got lots t say t you.
hmm. tis year maybe no chalet lerh. no more beach hhahs.
chalet... sigh.. some things i tried t forget. useless..
couldn slp much lately. 1 more day and ur exams are over.
i hope u made it. when my hopes turned t fear. it turns
t anger and frustration. i lost trust and i got insecure.
but i've always told myself t take it slowly. maybe tats
jus afew simple steps i should make and downfalls i must
sacrifice t get something i really wanted out of it?
well. still working towards it. lols. guys are immature eh.
2 years immature. hahahs. means i hab a 14yo mind? lol.
ahb u ever hidden stuffs away from me? ryte.. theres no forever.
nth last forever. we do all die. only faster or slower.
lyke u wouldn believe in fairytales. i tell u now i'll always
love u. t you its naive. it'll nvr be true. i'll change.
or in msges. you'd jus type a smiling face. i noe.
u dunc wana hope for anything. jus let nature take its course.
i called ur cell. its off. ur still in exam hall ba.
study hard for one more day. no more stress and fan nao.
we can play com tgt hhahs. [: i injured both my wrist..
my backbone is aching from the injury again.
i'm so broken up. some injuries here and there lols.
how does it feel lyke t be heartbroken. think i've felt it.
is it lyke ur hearts heavy? and a tinkling feelin keeps
circling inside? when ur body jus felt cold and numb?
i hope i get myself ryte. and not always tellin her i'm sad.
wana let her noe i'm happy. i've much t say.. but i prefer
t let it eat me up. my wounds will heal fast.. i'm tiejingang.
hhahs. rmb tat? <3
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(Saturday, October 07, 2006-)
+4:12:00 PM]*
4:12:00 PM
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ytd had a great time with her. saw her happy and smilin.
happy with her too. hhahs. ytd went tekong t celebrate.
mid autumn festival? lols. sat there. was the only guy.
not really paiseh. but i think i was speechless.
dunc noe how t play with them also lols. girls leh. wth.
she accompanied me go eat kfc. fed up with the counter girl.
dunc noe how t serve give us tat si lang bin like i owe her.
ccb.10pm i sent her home and we walked hand in hand. [:
so fun and memorable. its been long since we lyke tis tgt.
she was so worried abt me lols. dunc noe why. is it 6 sense?
haha. well nth's wrong with me. i only got drunk and injured.
and its the first time me danny and ds drink tgt and crap.
we jus crapped all nyte long lols. bunch of crazy ppl.
lol. dunc noe why i friendly fire on last nyte. ps arh. sorry.
bloody hell danny u also threw tat bottle so hard at my head.
lols. but fun. everyone went back danny house slp over.
she talked t me on the phone for awhile and we chat..
sorry if i mentioned abt it again. how can i get over.
jus lyke how u were b4 now its me whose sayin abt it.
isnt it the same. why u wana get so angry. when u mentioned her.
was i even angry at all? all i wanted was t make you happy.
but inside my i stil got my own thoughts and worries. sadness..
if i could get through t you someday. den you'd noe wat i feel.
those certain point tat u jus gotta control and be strong.
wats the use. when i noe after tat i wouldn be fine at all.
jus wana talk and share and let u understand. didn meant t be angry.
but heck anyways. wats done is done. wats said is said.
wat should i do and how should i do? how can i reach out.
how wil i put it into words? can u spare a thought for me please?
i jus wana drown myself with liqour and forget it jus one day.
wished u'd come t me and ask sometimes. but i noe guys yea..
i dunc need anyone. are you gona leave me alone on tis one too?
lol.... =( dunc wana fan u. i'll kan kai. lyke u wanted. [:
the story ends like this;
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