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(Saturday, December 30, 2006-) +1:38:00 AM]*
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today went out with her, danny, gp, ah boi, sk t steamboat. at marina bay there somewhere. took bus 400. not 700.. met up with her at atmiralty mrt station upstairs. danny was late cos broke his toe nail. we three took train down t marina bay at abt 4.45pm. the whole journey passed like darn quickly. me and her see girls lmao. and compare who more chio. LOL. den talk t danny on the train also. when reached the steamboat place. we got a table and we cooked some stuff t eat first. while waiting for sk and sl. they cabbed down. and reached faster than i had expected lmao. den we all started cookin and gp came 1hr later? duno. ds didn came. sorry lar bro. i not last min change. is my stead buay song arhs. so. she and i planned t go down there first and u guys jus come later. ps arhs. eat and crapped. and killed crabs and prawns. lol. geri first time wash crab arhs. lol. taught her how t rip the whole damn thing apart. lol. and in the end she ate all the crab lol. i ate some cos the taste was like. zzz. duno salty and got juice come out. i ate more prawns. but she ate like 1 and a half tub lidat. lol. first time see her eat lidat sial. such a big eater. lmao. heavy weight champion arh she. LMAO. and sk was like so afraid of the live prawns den keep running away from it when it jumped. geri tried t scare her with it and she shouted and ran behind lols. and sl keep eating veg only and i keep snatching with her cos its so damn nice when its in the soup and its soft. hahaha. she got gastric prob so only ate tat and drank soup. lols. i ate halfway stomach ache. normal ache. okay. back t eating. ate not say alot today. ha. maybe someday go again. with the whole gang. not missing out anyone. march holis or CNY? lols. ate until 9pm den we went off lerh. oh yar and darn alot alot of food was wasted cos put in the soup keep boiling den nvr eat. so all stuck t the btm of the pot den chao tar. lmao. den must change new one. and make new soup lol. me her sk sl cab back t woodlands ave. 2 168 bustop at bridge opposite sl house. den me and her walked t cwp t buy bbt. danny and gp think go pay pool i think. so while walking towards cwp saw alicia. they hugged. and she accompanied us t cwp buy bbt. as they talked abt cia's hardtime right now i jus listened and queued up t buy bbt. had peach green tea. not bad huh. nice. lol. and walked back t cia's blk t send her home. shared stuff and told her some so called advise or rather stuff we would do if we were t be in her positon. after tat walked with geri t vista t pee and walked her home. i love her alot. miss her right now. sch gona reopen. i noe she can go thru everything with ease. [: and overheard wat her mum said t her when she was telling t t alicia. sorry. didn mean it. but i was beside u. [: and i kept thinkin abt it and i felt bad. am i really holding her back too much..... sigh... but anyway.. great day today.. love u laopo. muack. [:
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(Thursday, December 28, 2006-) +1:27:00 PM]*
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sometimes i wonder if she really cared. :( i'm not gona waste time saying how i feel. its pointless and useless. i dunc need understanding. only u need right. tats y i dunc need an apology from u. as u've said countless of times. i'm sorry. wat am i t you. it doesnt matter t me. weak t u? haha. see you soon.
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(Tuesday, December 26, 2006-) +11:40:00 PM]*
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ok back to blog again. cos she asked me to. lols. lets see.. okay last sat. on 23 went out with coussie t vivo. den went there sho and check out clothes for x'mas. met him on the bus 188 t vivo from cck. chat on the bus and reached there we jus walked around and shopped. lol. still the same old us. like so long nvr like tat alrdy. he bought a nice shirt ffrom pull and bear. saw afew nice shirts i wanted t buy lol. later on took bus back t cck and watched night at the museum. really nice show. everyone must watch. after tat go home. reached home 10 plus. and slpt kinda late. woke up duno wat time the nxt day. played com and chatted with her on the phone i think. went out at 6 and not a single damn cab tat noes how to go siglap hill.. lmao. waited until sky dark ler.. den finally gt cab driver noe how t go there. zzz. reached there around 7 plus. sat around talk t aunties there oh yar was at dad's friends house t celebrate christmas. haha. and ate buffet for dinner. drank wine. lmao. the aunties so funny..zz talked abt stuffs. gf, gifted child, blogs, etc. den later went t attic t play bball and soccer. yawn.. bored. went home at around 1 plus. i think... got a christmas prezzy. a OP wallet. but gave mum. cos i had my own even more special. not gona lose it. hahaha. or change it or watever. [: 25/12 monday was CHRISTMAS!! lols. swit. i planned so long. but things didn really quite worked out as i planned. ha. my surprise and stuff nur.. movies.. dineer. awww... fcuk... lol.. met up with laopo under her blk. i was having a darn diarrhea and stomach ache from last night. went vista to shiet. den went t meet alicia under her blk i think. t send pics? okay den we walk t cwp and saw desmond. later on boarded the train and towards habourfront. [: reached there went t shop. i bought her her nini! hahaha. hope she liked it las. [: den she so ps dunc dare carry the plastic bag. zz. i carry lor. hhaha. and we ate lots and lots of food at FOOD REPUBLIC. i bought alot of 2 long of xia jiao and 2 chicken jiao. so ex T.T 12 bugs. lol. and so little but. nbm. shiok jiu hao. and she bought llots of food too. we ate until our stomach gona explode lerh. lmao. went t shop around more for my clothes and jo christmas prezzy. den walked until i leh also tired. searched for my vest at G2000 but no hab. ha. but she thinks no nice so i dunc intend t buy anymore. and wanted. t buy a long sleeve from pull and bear too. but she also think not nice. den i was alil upset lars. lol. cos i also not sure wan buy anot mah. den since say not nice den i also didn manage t bought anything. except for converse shoe later on at cwp. alot alot of sales everywhere. i'm planning t get my new phone nxt year. ha. walkman phone i suppose cos i no hab mp3. spoilt alrdy. lol. i sent her home and we chatted along the way and she reached home exactly at 9. ha. hope she's really happy. today she accompanied me tgt with my parents t the airport. cos mum going back t bangkok. i miss mum now. lol. thanks laopo. for sending her off too. ha. hope u also had some fun. i guess mum and dad also let me be with her. i'm glad and happy. and when mum was going off t check in she kissed and hugged her. LMAO. SHE WAS SO SHOCKED HAHAHAHA. tats normal las. later on me and her went tampines t look for my long sleeve and her belt. went 77 street and after tat we went t take neoprint hahaaha. she has alot of decorative talent lmao. maybe cos she's a girl las. tats wat she said when i asked. lol. i love her. yeah every night hearing u say good night over the phone makes me fall sound aslp. ha. muack. wan us t last forever. i'll try. [:
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(Friday, December 22, 2006-) +11:58:00 AM]*
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lately too many stuff happening. dunc noe wat t post. lol. on the 18/12 everyone went back collect results.. i accompanied her t bugis after tat.. shopped around. went t temple t pray. i prayed for the same things as usual. mostly for her. i told myself i wana work hard. at least not letting her worry abt me so often. and i jus wana stay right beside her always t cheer her up. at least not worry so much abt her. she can do it. i believe in my heart. believed in her. muack. laopo.. i'll always be here t support u yeah. alot of ppl will. tat day when u said i was the one who pulled u out. was i hearing correctly? ha. in my heart i was really happy. those words meant alot t me. yeah at least someone still needs me? lmao. kinda made me felt somewhat important. lmao.. zzz.. hope i did cheered her up a lil. now shes having a clear mind alrdy. so i've got not much t worry. except when we're not in the same sch. sigh.. 19/12 went out arhs? was it. i cant rmb much. bad memory. i noe i did something very wrong. i promised i wouldn and i did it.. sorry. oh i rmb now. second day is meet her and cia. went raffles city? i think. and me and her went off in like half an hour because she had t get back t school with her parents. i went t ds house and later on many things happen.. argh i so lazy t type lol. chatting with her on msn. went home around 9 plus. 20/11 she went visit grandma in the morning and i was at home. i went sch give the form and we met up at cwp. watched movie. with ds and jason. den sent her home. i took mp3 home again. cos she coming my house the nxt day. gona pick her up nxt day. 21/12 8 plus woke up prepared and stuff and went t pick her up under her blk. i was hungry so i ate cup noodle. lol. delayed so much time nur. ps and when she reached my house was 12 plus. she used com. things happened. but luckily it ended too. i love u geri. so dunc hav doubts ok. i'll try t make u assured. trust me. i wana see tat ring on always. heh. we left at 5+ reached cwp around 6? and she accompany me eat bk. lol. later on we left. okay we're dead broke again. lol. x mas. sigh... and we chatted along the way when sending her home. abt stuff and sch and studies. tuition and stuffs. [: yeah i guess shes really alright and gona jiayou alrdy huh. happy. [: TODAY. woke up duno wat time didn check. searched for her. lol lame. =.= she also not around. wtf. still gong gong. den went online and see if she was on. she wasnt so waited and missed her. finally she's on now and i'm gona go chat with her lerh. hahaha. bye. blog again... when she ask me to. LMAO.
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(Saturday, December 16, 2006-) +1:43:00 PM]*
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sian. them tired of everything thats coming my way. here they go again, folks at home babbling away... been waiting for this day to arise again. finally... wanted to msg her and tell her abt it.. i'm sad.. but she's happy right now. dunc wana ruin her day.. sigh... u guys are jus making me damn lazy to talk. u didn even knew that u had mistaken me. and jus started shooting at me.. in my heart i was laughing some kinda parent u are jus lookin at things from the outside.. lol.. i'll prove to u lar and if i do dunc blame me for shooting u back.. fcuker.. i'm so close to hatred.. zzz.. i wished she was here comforting me right now tellin me stuffs and reasons for me to carry on.. been staying at home for the past 3 days i'm fcuking bored lars. they really talking lyke shiet sial. ccb.. bth liao...holidays suck... i rather go to sch and dun see them i'd feel better. sch's lyke my getaway. at least its always a valid reason. no matter how many times u asked me to quit sch. i'd say no. quit for wat. no matter how much u suan me in my studies i wont be affected. i'd try not t take a single cent after ns. come on lar lyke u said at 21 u'll kik me out? i'd be glad. [: nth changed over the years things remained. nxt week going out. gona cut my hair nxt week too. sian...
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(Wednesday, December 13, 2006-) +9:39:00 AM]*
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yawn i jus woke up. been so long since i blog. aha. maybe i should blog more often as i'm learning to type the proper way lol. slow lars but still can manage. ytd she came my house we watched save ur last fance for me. she watched finished lerh and now my turn to watch. lol. mummy came home after awhile cos she was at prime buying some ingredients to cook her thai laksa. later on we 3 ate tgt. so funny la she couldn stop giggling and so ps. lol but i jus play play and burped loudly lol mum said i no manners and she also agree hah. so serious meh. play oni. fcuk typing the proper way is jus killing me lar. always couldn reach for the letter 'p' my small finger must go up lyke so uncomfortable. zzz but den got used t it lerh will type much more fasdter than i had typed before. last nyte and last last nyte was kinda really hectic. lol. after she said those stuffs to me i still could forget it. lyke gp told me dun rmb these kind of things. i hoope i can. i pick her up under her blk ytd ha. was a lil late cos woke up diily dally den see the time oh shiet alrdy. this week so broke lerh left a few cents sigh. if tis week go out with group i think i have to eat grass liao. lol. where would the grass be greener, on the other side of the world? haha. bought her a spaghetti 2 days ago was it? from fareast. blossoms derh i tot it was nice too on her hha. [: pretty har my baobei. XD' hahaha. i used up a full 60$ in jus 2 days haha. cool. argh nth much to blog lerh. waiting for her msg now. my christmas........ sigh... why the fcuk did i tell her my plans.... how dumb can i get...... ZZZ. i miss her..
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(Tuesday, December 05, 2006-) +10:02:00 PM]*
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back t blog again. ummm. sunday attended birthday celebration for great granny. hah. shes 94 i think. [: still as strong. went t chijmes. tat place was nice. celebrate at cantonese restaurant. ate many nice food. ha. reached home abt 12 plus. cos we couldn get a damn taxi lol. monday went bugis with her. woke up early so i could prepeare and went her house downstairs meet her den took bus t cwp. i bought cheese balls. she lied t me on the bus say wat the store close cos ppl eat den food poisoning and she sounded so real and i believed! lmao! haha. reach there bought 10. and she brought me go see her clip. saw ler wanted t buy for her de. den she say too ex so didn buy lur. ha. and she was late for home and she ran bare foot LOL. i laugh and ran with her lyke crazy. finally sent her home and i was so exhausted. sweat and wana die lerh. and thanks for the shirt. i love it alot THANK YOU. [: <3 Today went with her t town. woke up extremely early cos she msg me. ha. asked me bring her out? ha. i slpt back until 10.30am jumped out of bed and tot i was late. left my house and 11 plus after having breakfast. and met her at her house there 912 busstop we walked t atmiralty and took a train t orchard. actually planned t watch movie but she wanted t shop shop so didn. ha. [: she bought a sphagetti from cineleisure. ha. and we headed home. [: i still miss my woodlands home haha. if i was stayin there jiu hao. den no need always make her waste money come my house. so far. =x hmm.. how t make a handmade card??? i love u darling. hope t see u always happy and smiling. hugg.
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(Friday, December 01, 2006-) +9:15:00 PM]*
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went chalet on the 29 oct. jus came back home today. met geri at cwp. walked around and bought 10 cheese balls. ha. damn nice. lol i addicted alrdy. [: after tat walked around and she bought a concealer from face shop. after tat we left for tampines. took 168 there. bought bbt and we both first time ate tempura. ha. not bad quite nice. i lyke t chew it. shiok arhs. lol. after tat we had a tiff. its over now. anyways i've found out certain stuffs too. ha. guess i should've known when t back away. sigh.. sorry i shouted at u. u said i changed haha. well.. if u had jus listened t me. but i saw in the tag. u said if come msg you. maybe tats why u didn stayed up there? ha. met up with ds gao chao sheng qiang and we took bus 3 t downtown east. i was really angry las. t you it isnt anything much. reach lerh collect key and went t the place. f08. she go in only chiong up and put bag. later me ds and her went t walk around the beach... they said they were hungry so we went cheers and bought cup noodle later walked around and bought milkshakes i think. forgot which came first... went back f08 and cooked noodle. i wasnt in a mood t eat. but she asked me t eat anw. i ate some she ate most of the two cups add tgt. lols. i wasnt in a mood really.. wished i could tell u exactly how i feel. would u laugh in my face? haha. lmao. sians. after eating played poker cards. same 3 of us... later on euson, maris, gb and gang came.. we continued t play until night falls. she lost the necklace i bought for her. sigh. wished i could get her a new one but it wouldn hab tat same feeling when she wears it. haha. hai.. and i couldn find it.. during night. gp and danny came. we were worried tat they were stil not talking t each other. lol. but got faked by them haha. wth. bathed and we all went upstairs play cards. gp gotta work the nxt day so danny and her didn stayed. later on viki ph kc came. they all played mahjong. after danny and gp left. me and her decided t slp as she was tired. but we jus stayed in the room until 4 plus am den slp. cos the room got gb and qing bing they all kept talking and making fun of others. we all laughed and talked. kinda fun. geri said she was vulgar lols. cos she hang out with us too much lol. woke up on the second day at 7.45am. she bluff say it was 8 and wan faster go brush teeth and wash hair. den eat breakfast. me her and ds went t eat at one small store. stuffs there darn ex. i paid 4 bucks for bandung 2 eggs and bread tat was size of 3 fingers. zzzzz. waste my fcuking money. me and her shared money thru the whole chalet. both of us tgt spent all our money abt 115$. lol. didn noe where it all went. later on siew lin camea. and we played cards for awhile again. later on we all went escape and play the rides. i so long nvr get any thrill in my life haha. found tat it wasnt really tat scary. sprained both my wrist due t the force. pain lyke hell. me and her went tampines t buy tempura as she wanted t eat it again. and kept talkin abt it since the first day. so me and her went and i was so fcukin slpy. i slpt on the bus lol. until reach tampines i was lyke gona die. go anywhere also must sit down and slp. haha. den met up with sean at mrt station and we took bus 3 back t chalet. me and her went upstairs t slp. we wer so tired las. slpt awhile jiu at time for bbq lerh. i was starving but i ate a lil only. duno why lol. i guess we kept running around tats why. sl and sean rented a two seater bike and i first time ride so me and ds test first. it wasnt so hard. i got on only den everything was smooth. i tompang her t beach and looked for kc and ah boi. geri took pic of them sitting side by side at the rock. lols. went t return bike and den went for bbq. me and sheng qiang were cooking the stuffs. geri was marinating the chicken wings. siew lin was darn idiot arh. she played with the chicken wing lol. press press and massage it. lmao.. after eat abit gao chao went t buy half a carton of tiger beer and i bought 2 bottles of e33. sian. i drank one can. den i drank on bottle. wasnt tipsy. jus high. wanted t drink another bottle of e33. wasnt really happy las. but she and siew lin lyke also got prob and she cried. so i didn wan let her worry for me too. den didn drink.. sians. let kc drink. me her sl ds danny went t the beach and sat on a rock. took pics. went back t chalet and sl must reach home by 10. kc sent her t take cab. kc didn seemed in the mood. he was thinkin abt stuff. even disturb him also he didn react. first time see him lidat. ha. later on we went see sean izzul and hafiz they all play pool. wanted t play also but closed lerh. den we played arcade daytona. i suck now. too long no play. forget all the timing liao. haha. bored.. later on went back den me and her jiu go slp lerh. she was really tired. and i couldn slp. thought and last year. and this year. she said i couldn make her feel cosy and i become very gao wei. haha.. sians. how t eat big size lols.. hear liao i also heart pain.. i thought abt stuff, seemed lyke she was jus too slpy t bother. ha. but nbm la. today woke up duno wat time. bathed and went back t slp again. after tat jiu go home liao. i felt the urge t smoke again. i felt lyke shiet. i didn noe wat t do. haha. i couldn handle tis sick feelin in my heart and the pain tat is jus eating my insides. those words i cant seem t say t you. made even more lyke dying. sigh....... i wished i was in control.. wheres my confidence. i'm not what i'm anymore. i dunc noe wat i'm now either. certain stuff i do.. i jus wasnt in the mood anymore. its lyke for the sake of u den i do. inside. i feel so cold blooded. i wished u knew tis and wana assure me. i treat u lyke an animal. maybe i'm one.? i wana be happy, myself, normal... i cant do tis alone.. will you be here for me? so much things i wished u knew... why do u always tell me t talk t you nxt time.. nxt time i would've changed worst alrdy.. i wasted so much chance.. yet another year gone and another thing i regret i didn do... sigh.. =(
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