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(Tuesday, November 28, 2006-)
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yawn. last nyte slpt at 3 plus. hope by tml can pia another rr.
woke up at 10 plus. ate toast bread and milo. nowadays i eat
very little cos i have some indigestion. always stomach ache
after eating any kinds of food. ytd she came my house. she
ate her seafood claypot bought from jurong point den got
stomach ache after tat. lol. i sent her home and it was raining
den nvr go swimming. hahaha. Xp den we went t cwp gai gai.
i bought 3 donuts and 1 large fries. so nice woo. lol. missed
mac's french fries. [: den ate cavana the balls. duno called wat.
ha. and we walked somemore. den took at bus home. and...
got down at her house bus stop and we sat under her blk
talk for awhile. she bought those duno wat stick on nails derh.
she stuck the brand on my little finger lol. reach home only
play mu. den went t bath. ate my dinner at around 10pm.
and back t play com until 2 plus am daddy came in saw me
using com. he nvr angry lerh hha. nvr shout or wat lyke b4.
happy. [: but of cos i will stop after the game las. ha. i also
listened. lyke laopo always told me t. ha. thanks. i miss yoo~
tml chalet!! YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. MK<3GERI
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(Tuesday, November 21, 2006-)
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today lyke got much t say lols. thinkin of wat i could recall the other time. uh bought 2 new games for my ps2 crime life gang wars and need for speed carbon. she accompanied me there thanks so much. made her walk round and round and she sweat lyke mad. sorry. but thanks laopo. hmm.. think i wont be slpin but jus lie on bed.. i'm starting t miss u. u put on hold for so long ha.. i going t do self reflection. see where i've gone wrong. call me soon. MISS YOU~
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so much happened lately hahas. quarreled with dad.
hopefully now clear things up. got better with her.
its been raining so darn heavily these days. sians..
i miss her.. but her prepaid low so she cant msg me.
sorry i bugged u sigh.. last nyte i ton. nth much t do.
really damn damn boring. wished i had stayed home
ton some other day when theres alot of ppl tgt lar.
didn slp last nyte all the way until 8.plus went her
house from danny's place. bought a packet of milk
and bread t eat cos i was hungry. waited for her t
come down. she woke up late ahas. she's so cute^^
went swimming pool slpt awhile. while she sl and
sl sis talked by the pool. i was bored too. after tat
they went off t baby pool lols. den left me alone there.
i was more sian. got those neglected feelings hahas.
but i told myself its nth. they needa talk ryte. lol.
cleared up many stuffs. guess we've both changed.
after so much tat has happened. lately lyke u easily
jiu angry lerh cos i cant hear clearly over the phone
or i jus bugg u too much. hahs. i'm sorry narhs.
i'm jus bored, jus wanted chit chat with u...
got scolded by u in the msg. ha. i noe lars. u say one
den u wont do two.. and i didn noe ur prepaid no $.
maybe i forgot tat u told me. dunc so fierce narh.
sians. i asked wat were u doing oveer the last msg.
but u didn reply.. so i send tat msg lur.. didn noe
ended up got scolded.. lmao.. nxt time i ask u somethin
jus reply can. dunc care wat u say will call or wat lars.
hais. sometimes u talk lyke u've got so much t hide.
but in fact nth. i also duno lar. everytime over the
phone i dunc noe how t prevent myself from not
making u du lan because i cant hear clearly. sigh.
sometimes i wished i could jus hang up or ask u
not t call.. better for u. ur pi qi also quite bao zhao.
sigh.. when ur good t me ur good.. when ur bad
or mood got something wrong u will sound so sian
lyke i can nvr make u happy.. lol.. abit things lyke
big things and will talk not so nicely t me.. lol..
heck lar.. i'm tired of needin t say how i feel alrdy.
let me clear things myself.. u wont wana understand.
lyke u told me its me who gotta understand u. ha.
wonder wat ur doing.. i'm so slpy.. sian.. guys...
must be responsible and stuffs. might as well make
them cold blooded so they wont feel anything
whenever the girl treats them no so nicely they
wouldn think over it and end up quarrelin
wouldn tat be great for both parties.. sigh.. girls..
i guess i really noe nth abt them at all..
when i see her always worryin abt how her friends
are doing when they're sad or cropped up with
probs. i see her so gan jiong and wana talk t the
person and dig everything out and find out stuff.
when it comes t me... damn i dunc really noe. lol..
i guess i should jus go lie down and slp..
u wouldn hab anything t say t me over the phone.
and i'm tired.. good nyte.. swit dreams.. <3 u. geri..
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(Sunday, November 05, 2006-)
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nth t do now. played many rounds dota.
today i'm bored of it alrdy. gona stop.
more things t worry abt. am i wrong t?
lmfao. i dunc understand either. does
worryin abt others give them stress and
make them so fan until they wana stab
themselves and die rather than hear me
talk? wa lan eh i give u space lar.
go out with friends anyone u wan..
even those u dunc even fcukin noe one.
jus hiding behind that mother fcuking
screen. typin. damn du lan. lyke dunc
wish t tell me anything lidat. its not
i dunc give u face leh. but wtf? lmao.
do i give a fuck abt them i dunc care
if u dunc lyke lur. can side them if
u wan. girls jus hab too much t hide.
the devil in me will not let anyone
off for hurting you. someone try. _|_
i'm the devil mother fuckers.
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(Saturday, November 04, 2006-)
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i didn slpt much last nyte. was still msgin her
during 5am. noeing she's aslp but jus wanted t
msg her anyway. rmb she said in the middle of
the nyte even if u knew i'm aslp i'd be happy
if u got things wana msg me so morning i could
read them. i noe u cared. i jus didn get things
straight before i approached u and said all those
stuff den somehow forced u t go right at the edge
of the cliff. made me one die lerh. even though
with danny and ds still laughing and talkin i jus
couldn let the thought of u slip my mind for a sec.
i kept thinkin how, why i said, how t resolve will
be go back nicely and happily again? i held on tight
t my phone last nyte.. even downstairs when i'm lyin
on the road taking a picture and thought it was fun.
i couldn stop thinkin of u. until they said a car was
coming den i quickly ran back. i ate two cup noodles.
drank peach tea as we bought 1.5litre t share den walk
around my neighbourhood. i did things dat mde me wana
stay awake all nyte. until they all started fallin aslp
at 5am. after awhile my eyes felt heavy and i slpt..
after 2 hours my stomach started t ache from eatin too
much. i didn cared t go t the toilet. jus wana lie on
my bed and think think think.. we're seperated.. well wat
does tat signify? i noe its not a breakup. u jus wan me
t leave u alone. i wouldn dare think of anything but jus
hopin for the best? lols.. i've changed u in someway..
made u cried badly again. in what way am i good t you.
cos whenever we start quarrellin its always me who blew
things up. i'm not gona die tryin, so i'll try again..
laopo... if u cant take it anymore.. tell me.. i'll go..
but no matter wat the love we had was real and happy
moments still linger in my mind. reading my tag board
i knew wats happy and wats not..those post u tagged and my
replies.. its lyke last nyte i became a totally different
person. i'm sorry.. really really sorry.. i noe tis time.
u wont let me close t you lerh. or let me mend anything.
sayin things tats too weird t even believe ryte? i've gt
t tell u tis.. ytd u pushed me t the edge was because of
the things u said and asked me back. they were all puzzlin.
not ur actions.. did i jus missed u real bad cos i didn
get t spend a cuple of hours with you? and ended up being
sad and thinkin tat i needed u for another reason? i dunc noe.
cos when u asked me tell me now why do u need me so much?
i didn noe how t answer. yeah why.. maybe i dunc and made
myself think i did.. i think too much lerh.. tat always made
us quarrel lyke mad. or leave u no able t slp and cryin..
i'd learn t chage tis habit and not think wats not right.
get things straight and feelings straight before i start talkin
t you. i dunc wan us t break apart.. alrite. i wished u could
gimme one last try. t love u the way i've always said t you.
lyke i said every decision lies in you for our relationship.
cos i think ur the girl. its my duty t treat u ryte if i love u.
so. i didn did i? yeahs.. i dunc noe why not u tell me. [:
i still love u alot. nths changed my love for u. hope u still
have fun lyke everyday on com and outside. i miss u dearly.
i love you baby. always.
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(Friday, November 03, 2006-)
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sigh.. had the worst dream i could ever imagine
would even happen t me.. made me cry. lols.
maybe i loved her too much? ha. do i? laopo.
do u think so? lmao.. been needin you the whole
day eversince morning. need u t comfort. need
ur warm huggs. missed tat soft lips. =X haha.
i missed u so badly. you noe marh? i dunc lyke
t speak in tis happy tune. i dunc wan t. not now.
cos i'm not happy. sad.. not abt jus now no more.
guess tats enuff for the both of us before we're
left speechless. and really get tired of each other.
sian. i'm so bored now.. i wan so much t talk t you
over the phone.. i wished u could make some time
for me now. i cant get used t this. everytime u do tis.
its lyke at home. we've got no time t talk i guess.
i noe lyke u said. no matter wat u still love. we still
go out tgt, you still made time t come my house. we
still got msg and chat on the phone.. yeah.. when someone
needs you at a different time. for a different reason.
all that doesn't come in at all. there's no link at all.
you cant mix happy and sad.. no one can be both.
they'd still be sad more because usually we hide it
and all the pain tgt. it den starts eatin us alive.
isnt tat jus true? hhahs. why am i even sayin all these
how could i make u understand this. how can i make u notice.
=( parents are scolding me badly for askin friends over..
sigh.. wat can i say.. its the wrong time and its so late.
i didn asked them permission i only asked grandma and noeing
tat grandma would surely let... sorry.. no alcohol tis time.
lmao. laopo.. i didn wana wei nan you t rush and go bath
all these jus for me.. i guess you've done enuf. played ur
part? i dunc noe.. why do i feel lyke cryin whhen i'm typin
tis. am i sissy. LMAO. i guess i'm jus too weak in the heart.
as i type tis post i'm also listening t the song she jus sent,
lou xia de nu ren.. maybe i wont try t wana ma fan u nxt time.
i dunc wana hear u say sorry anymore.. whenever i've got thngs
t say.. ur lyke neglecting me when i'm needin u now.
busy doing ur things.. i dunc mind really. i didn get fedup.
well... what hurts the most?? u noe?? i love u and all the
times spent tgt.. mk<3yyan :)
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