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(Friday, April 07, 2006-)
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9:11:00 PM
# fcuked up-
Haish. wth. many unexpected stuffs hab been happenning. i duno how explain. maybe i jus bother too much sometimes. i noe how it feels to be so fan. hahs. my parents are good examples. but its for my own good. its for ur own good too. i hope u understand. i dun wan things to go so wrong someday and theres no way of turnning back. until tat day i would be lost and confused. many things i really cant understand why ppl will think abt. cos i dun really think tat much. and nvr expected so much. nth of this sort has really happened to me. but after being with you i've felt my ways of thinkin has changed. i'm able to understand more about life and ppl. understand not to lose my cool and learn to stay calm everytime. i'm tryin to do my best. i'm changed. i worry more, not me me not for anyone but for you. u've became apart of me alrdy. i care and i wanna understand wats in ur head. jus want you to noe tat no matter wat happens i won regret the things i do, i'll always be by ur side. wat you've said has kept me thinkin. if u really were to change den i would still hab to accept you for who you are. becus i love you. lately theres been some little little disputes. those arnt really important now. i jus dun wanna see u change into someone really different. dun waste ur life away. its only once in a lifetime tat you get to do things u really wanna do. i'll only see and noe one gerii in my heart. this thing will nvr change between u and me. my love u for you. i'm so bored now. i dun wanna think abt it anymore. this post has taken quite a long time to post hahas. now is 9.43pm and i'm still posting since wat time? hahas. listening to songs now and chatting with her. gona prepare for tml. hahs. i'm sure its gona be great fun and we gona hab a good time. needa plan where we wanna go first . lols. i love u darling! kkit <3 yyan this will nvr change. ((:
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June 2005