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(Friday, April 14, 2006-)
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# haish.-
Been home the whole day.. played com, ps2 and chatted with her online. woke up at 9 plus when she msged me. hmms. wats more to say todays a hectic day. lately theres not much to be said. i duno how things are becoming actually.. i've felt ur sorrows so much of it with alot of sadness in it. nvr hab i came across and seen things jus happen like tat. leaving a happy person with hatred and sadness. these feel days i really think theres a big problem.. but i duno where it is. how it came abt. in the end the one whos always sad isnt me. its you. i've been feeling hopeless and useless for theres nth i can do to hlp. neither can i assure u. i dun really understand the problem and i havent came across it. all i noe is tat i feel sad inside. it makes me really down. seeing u down, makes me down. but its ur personal probs its alrite if u dun wanna talk abt it. gets worst doesnt it. with each passing day things isnt getting better.. not for you neither for me. dun think u can live like this. i'm really worried u would do foolish stuffs. can nvr stop worryin. everytime i wanna send u home safely jus wanna noe tat ur really fine. but i can see larhs. dun hab to say. u've always been thinkin alot. not only ur own problems. but everyones problem.. If i could i wish to turn back time. and prevent things from happening. but tats not possible. are u alrdy at the edge of the cliff? pls prevent urself from falling. i'll be ur hlping hand. i won let u fall. but the rest is up to you. whenever u wanna feel ur gona fall feel freee to grab my hand. i'll pull you back. dun wish to see u fall. after reading ur blog jus now i felt a really strong feeling in my heart. its like its crying. aching. i duno how to describe. is it full of sorrows. u've got sadness written all over ur blog. jus hope ur fine with each passing day. and not making things worst for urself. i wana hlp in anyway i can. i dun wanna gib u anymore problems. i'll very happy alrdy and will be. won gib those sad faces anymore. u've had enuff to worry about. I LOVE YOU, and i'm very serious about it. yupps. i'm very clear bout everything. if theres anything i can do for you jus say yarhs. will always be here. (: dun do anything to hurt urself okay. i'll be heartbroken. although nth can change the way u think
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June 2005