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(Sunday, April 30, 2006-)
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# haish.-
i woke up this morning at 9. went online and waited for her. den i went away. stayed at living room and watch tv. played ps2.. msged her at 2pm. tot she was still aslp. but she alrdy woke up at 12.30pm. she was preparing to go out and going grandma house. umms. den i went to read her blog.. saw the stuffs there. really left me thinkin abt many stuffs. i msged you and u told me stuffs which i think we shouldn consider doing. we will last long derh narh. as long as we love each other nths gona go wrong. i cant change ur thinkin but i can hlp gib u confidence. the rest is up to you. u gotta let me in. if not i will nvr be able to hlp you no matter how much things i do or say. we must both be strong. if u break down and think of negative stuffs i must be the positive one to lift u up and bring back the confidence in you. likewise u'll do tat for me. we've agreed on many things alrdy. ur my one and only. i had my first time in everything with u. i jus want it to remain like this. cos i dunc think ur suitable for me i wouldn even hab wooed u in the first place. i wouldn hab spared a tot of ur feelings. i wouldn even care abt u. i won even cry and become sad over you. everything i do comes from the bottom of my heart. i nvr had a doubt abt anything i do with you. i wont even hesitate to think. becos i noe theres not much of a prob between us. tell me everything tats in ur mind everything and anything al all in ur heart. how u feel ish wat matters most to me. i'm very different from other guys u noe. i think differently. i'm not afraid of burdens. i feel tat i'm really carefree. sho dunc worry narhs. AND PLS UR NOT FAT! be urself. now i'm slowly opening up t you lerhs. things are getting better. its a good sign for the both of us. i'm dead serious abt us. workin towards the future. (: i noe its clr to me wat i really want now. i miss you-
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