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(Monday, April 03, 2006-)
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# just my tots.-
My day sux. i quarreled with her last nite over stupid issues i noe why is is striked off lerhs. cos when i visit her site and theres cookie left in my history. is like checkin who viewed u today. haish. i'm ur bf and i love you so much. i dun wish anything to affect us. i dun wan us to drift apart. becuz everytime we quarrel, the nxt day everything's diff. we wouldn talk as much anymore. we start to lose faith in this.. soon we will stop telling each other our probs in order to avoid quarrels. and tis i fear will cause us to drift apart. now i'm alrdy feeling the sorrows fill my heart. whenever i think abt it my eyes will be fill up with tearsand my heart becomes so heavy. i'm really falling apart now. my heart isnt as tough as anyone could think it is. especially towards tis relationship. its jus too important to me. i cant let certain things be forgotton and things i say tat hurt you. i cant jus forget all this and pretend tat its all fine. things are always kept away inside our hearts. sometimes i'm jus tryin to be happy. jus dun wan u to think tat i'm worried. actually i have been. and always will be. sometimes i cant take it anymore i jus keep quiet and dun feel like talkin pls understand. haish. i'm so sorry about today. i dun wish to talk abt it. maybe after readin this u might understand bah. i spent the whole day thinkin abt it until now. hmm. pls forgive me. although i duno how to say things or talk to you. i'm not really good with words. sometimes i jus ask directly. i hope u dun mind. sorry for problems i've caused for you. i'll try my best not to let anything affect me and us. i'm jus really sad rite now. sometings u say really made my mood change. it all jus hit my rite there. i jus felt sad straight away its too hurtful. i cant stop thinkin abt it. i cant forget my words to you. i'm sorry for harsh things i've said and having u cry everytime we quarrel. yesterday i could sense tat it was really bad. i'm sorry i duno wat else i can do. i'm lost. all i can say is i love you dearly and will nvr let you go. i won let anything spoil our relationship.
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June 2005