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(Tuesday, April 25, 2006-)
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7:42:00 PM
# let me forget all of the sadness. :((-
Jus reached home. hahhs. sent her home. before that walk walk and chat chat with monday and her. we walked around and saw firemen propelling from one of the blks near 515. lols. we thought someone wanted to kill themselve. bhurd it was jus a practice. i cant rmb much of the day. todays been kinda sians. i guess. hhahs. sorry for being angry over nth lurhs. lols. i was abit crazy i guess. the problems just me. i'm the cause. i'm the one to be blamed. sometimes i wished i would jus slp on and nvr wake up. theres no problem caused by anyone. you didn gave me and stress any burden anything that made me sad got nth to do with you okay. i'm fine. jus accept it and live on. jus let me forget all of these. i'm tired. sorry for nort giving you what u wanted. jus tell me nxt time. i've asked u several times. whether i'm controllin you or nort giving u ur own space. u didn said much. haish. burd its jus a small matter yarhs. you and i noe it (: i'm sure we can handle it fine. wat the heck. you'll see me smiling and laughing again tml. its nort because of you narhs. its because of myself. wat do u expect of ur bf? do you enjoy my company? i'm not tryin stick to you like super glue. i wont ask for anything or everytime stick to you kaes. jus tot tat thats maybe the only way we could talk. bhurd jus now u told me we cant communicate well even when we're alone. so. i guess. i jus let loose. bhurd we'll still talk yarhs. (: love yarh lots kaes. dunc worry. i'm fine as ever.
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June 2005