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(Saturday, April 22, 2006-)
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# post post post!! hahhs-
Heys! i'm back lols. havent been posting for afew days. umms. sawriies hahhs. past few days were some hectic time for me and everyone else i guess. especially her. umm, maybe u felt helpless not knowing wat to do? but we managed to sort things out narhs. dunc worrie anymore norhs. my problems arnt worth thinkin about. these few days slacked in class talk talk but also listened to certain lessons. yupps. cos maths teacher cum form teacher didn come so can slack alot. bud his periods past so fast. how i wished history and social studies would past as fast. lols. i always wanna fall aslp listening to radiah. lols. actually i'm aslp most of the time narhs. really tired wat. plus didn had enough slp. so i slpt norhs. sometimes lesson boring also slp lorhs. only when feel like talking den will wake up derhs. i msged her everyday larhs. hhahs. i noe theres still prob inside me narhs. bud really i can get over it 1 narhs. everyone noes i'm a cheerful and crazy person yarhs. lols. =x umms. bud i'm now not like last time anymore. i duno why i've changed. maybe now tat we're tgt things jus arnt the same norhs. bud i will play with you larhs. lols. u wan how hiong also can narhs. gimme some time to adapt barhs. cant find my real self from the past anymore. i'm still searching for me. lols. every step u take forward i'm always moving back a step too. i hab the clr the boulder blocking me first. its kinda hard narhs. sometimes i feel lifes really tough its difficult to understand. but i've got bros around yarhs. umms. if i let anyone worried i'm sorry kaes. man i've got alot of catching to do lols. i hab kinda short term memory. hhahs. yesterday i played abit of soccer. injured my toe lols. she saw me through bud i said i'm fine hhahs. i'm fine now larhs. hhahs. umms. its gona be 2 month soon are we gona engrave? hhahas. where are we going to shop tis time? town okays. umm. maybe i'll be shoppin for shirt tis time round. nxt month is bros birthday. hmms. maybe i could gib him something for his com. heehs. depends if i can psycho my dad. yupps. i cant wait for nxt week. plus our celebrations. hmms exams are coming soon. lets all study hard yarhs. put all our worries aside. get through all these rather than being fcuked up at the end of it all. hhahs. i miss her so much. i wanna snuggle u in my arms. will i always get to do tat? hhahs. i love you!! will always be here to love you. heehs. LOTS OF LOVE AND LOTS OF WARMTH FOR U MY ONLY DARLING ((: <3
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June 2005