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(Tuesday, May 02, 2006-)
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12:27:00 AM
# hhah hab a nice day.-
hhah!! i cant get to slp! i miss my laopo so much. jus now we msged eh. i told u every single thing about how i feel. i think now u understand why i'm always emo lerh huh? lols. i noe trust is everything yarh. but thats kinda a different story. bud i've told u everything and you've cleared my doubts in mind. all i noe now ish tat not taking a step forward and always remainning this way is getting us to no where. yuupps. sorry to hab disappointed you, i promise in future got anything i sure tel you and ask u okay. (: this time wont wana hide anything lerhs. i've learnt my lesson. i noe u also will be worried for me cos i nvr tell u anything. no more nxt time kaes. we're both afraid of the same thing. the same probs. i wont jump to conclusions lerh. will ask clearly furs. yeah i was an ass to hab let my mind rran wild. i agree with tat lurhs. but at least i finally told u every single thing in my heart. i feel more at ease noww. the stone in my heart has slowly began to be removed. its kinda big. but still i've gotta take my first step to try and clear it up. (: you must be sound aslp now. its 12.32am hhahs. jus finished my game of dota. i'm still wide awake rite now. maybe tonite not gonna slp lerhs. anyways waking up at 4.45 so slp now also not enuf slp might as well dunc slp lols. i'll try to slp narhs. maybe until i can calm my heart dwn and put my mind at ease. hhahhs. i love u noes. not thinkin bout anything else norhs. only think abt us. i'm happy with u lerhs. i feel at ease when i'm with you. calm and relax. u also told me abt how u felt eh. i noe wat to do lerh norhs. hhahhs. i must always make the move tat i noe very well lerhs. i noe wat i should do and should not lerhs. hhahs. umms. lets talk abt today. uh i left my house at 1pm and went to cwp to meet her and wanshi. wanshi reached first. she was gona reach alrdy when i jus reachd. she went bishan to shop lols. den when she came out i could see the happy look on her face hhahs. happy for you. she could finally get wat she want huhs. good for u narhs. den we went cck long john to eat as cwp derhs was so small and full. hhahs. while eating we joked and crapped with wanshi. umms. she is kinda farnny person huhs. first impression was she is very easy going type norhs. hhahs. den after eating went back t cwp and go vista. she wanted to go dong the mickey mouse keychain?? hhahs. but the machine not there lerhs. umms. after tat we bought titbits and went to rc at duno which blk t study. umms. we didn actually study narhs. jus chit chat and slack. couldn get anything into our heads but jus read the notes tat wanshi brought lols. den at abt 7pm we went off to vista to photostep the notes, den we parted with wanshi there. i walked her home and i went off. nth much. i love her alot i guess. but i dunc think its ever too much narhs. i hab my limit worhs xp no lurs i'm jus being normal. i jus love u is tat a good enuff reason??? hhhahs! ur my baobei ta ma de worhs heehs. cant bear to lose you! TA MA DE WO AI NI!! ((: WAN AN MING TIAN JIAN. I MISS YOU!
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June 2005