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(Monday, June 19, 2006-)
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6:53:00 PM
# regret.-
Woke up at 10 plus. today slpt better. hhahs. cos everything was cleared up and i hope i did get things back on track again. read all the msg u sent me.. i understand wat u feel kaes. i'm sorry bout b4. cos it wasnt wat i expected t become. today went out and met her and the rest for awhile. cos mr chang treated us t lunch at seoul garden. thanks teach. after tat got nowhere t go. sent her t sch and walked around woodlands. stayed outside for awhile den went home lerhs.. she wouldn be around for the nxt day or so.. i'm gona miss her. hhahs. but seeing her on wed. i ate alot. i was bloated up. she said i ate very little lol.. maybe u jus didn see barhs.. once i reached home i became really giddy. but played game and listened t songs. duno wat else t do. i'm jus so bored. studied and do homework gotta hand in tml. hope she studied too. =x well i wont talk abt this anymore lerhs. i'll jus support u with ur decision barhs. dunc wan make u unhappy. later u slash urself again. i cant do nth.. dunc ever do tat again. i aint worth slashing ur wrist. hurts me t see those 3 lines on ur wrist. i was speechles when i saw it. well u didn wana hear me say anything neither barhs. jus hope everythings back t normal.. got some catching up t do. much t tell you. haha. some other time yeah. nth much too. stupid attitude we hab huh. glad t see ur smile again. i wont make u cry badly again. i'm sad too. for doing it everytime my mind runs wild. will prevent and take notice of everything and not letting things affect us. hope t be with u forever. i'll nvr regret wat i say. i jus hope u wont too. sorry for thinkin too much and giving u lots of attitude. i promise t stay dunc worry so much. i'm not walking away. ur threat i can hlp u t get rid by letting u realise tat ur great in ur own way. i'm here t support and encourage. dunc wana see ur sad face too. (: smiles~ iloveu.
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June 2005