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(Friday, July 21, 2006-)
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8:17:00 PM
# i'm the cause of everything.-
Haish. sian norhs. wth. i'm only makin u fan.
i cant do anything, i think i said enuf.
worst is tat u've heard enuf. i dunc wan u sians.
for once i told myself i'll nvr mess with u.
dunc bother abt wat u wana do. but i cant.
i noe u also wont 1 narhs. u no mood lerhs.
the more i say the more u wont do ryte?
my words has became pointless alrdy norhs.
i also dunc understand u barhs. is it true?
cos i dunc noe wat u wan. wat u thinking.
do wat u wan do. talk t ur friends and all.
i feel lyke i'm talkin bullshiet.
i feel lyke i'm a stupid fool tellin u all these.
when u jus listened and hardly would do anything.
i'm letting all the worries turn into anger now.
i wished i dunc hab t fan u. but i'm so sorry.
i'll try stop norhs. its darn hard larhs.
but i think i can, gimme some time okay.
i'm going t bath. call me later barhs.
i guess you'd be fine with ur own thinking.
i wished u said things tat u mean.
6 days. its not important anymore.
i mean come on larhs. dunc say u will.
dunc say it and dunc do it. i'm tired too.
ur more tired. lols. sorry arhs.
dunc say u will jus t assure me norhs.
u noe i wont be assured.
lyke u asked me t go see doc. i said i would.
i didn wan u t worry. is it the same as u?
is tat wat ur doing t me? lols.
i'm sorry if i suck norh. sorry cant understand u.
be happy and i'll be fine. i'll try.
when its dead and cold. i'll be fine. <3
the story ends like this;
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June 2005