its been long since i last blogged. didn had the time. and was kinda lazy. i'm worried yarhs how can i not be. happy tat i cleared some doubts abt the past. well past is past. now i'm happy and glad. i still got yanyan with me. (= today i'll be stayin at home. studyin and maybe watch tv or play com barhs. tuition changed t tml noon. now i'm sitting here restless on the com for worrying too much. after tonite will be fine. i miss u darling. yesterday went with her t tampines t buy bread. lols. went t shop shop abit but bbt and drink coconut water. nice eh. remind me of me when i was in bangkok. always drinking it. lols. nice larhs. pure coconut water. i'm so worried for u dunc ask me not t stress can anot. aiyo. take good care of urself when i'm not around alrite. cos i'll be worried for ur safety 24/7 nonstop. tired of parents one ask too much. the other keeps showing temper over little little things. i feel so tense up being around them. wished u were here. always clearing my mind and cheer me up even in worst situations u always make me feel better. with u around theres nth i cant control except sometimes i lose my temper and threw them at u. i'm sorry. i'm learning t keep myself cool and control it. u taught me some. changed me alil. thanks. i've made up my mind on many things. and tot carefully on many things. many things were unexpected and it all started off so well. its not gona end. i hope. i love u. u made me view things in a diff way. u created a whole new part of me. a new chapter. a new beginning. a new meaning. <3