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(Sunday, July 16, 2006-)
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Woke up around 8 plus. i couldn slp. last nyte drink wine till seh..
I guess i'm better now.. dunc worry yarhs. its a so peaceful now.
I dunc wana think and break this peace. anyway it isnt so bad.
Dunc blame urself neither. we've got much t do and concentrate.
It'll get better once everything is over. after exams barhs. lols.
I'm gona pia hard too. i dunc wana regret not doing it. so tired.
I noe if i dunc pia, everything we did and said would mean nth alrdy.
So u must also do it too yeahs. (= lols.. i've forgotton last nyte.
At least for now. its better than havin t think abt it all the time.
I promise i'll tell you everything derhs okay. i jus need some time.
i've been havin some trouble slping.. kept thinkin abt wat u said.
In the end i told myself after all tat we've done for each other,
Can we really not trust each other?? i still trust you. dunc scared.
Wats hab t be said i alrdy told u last nyte. the rest i'll tell u soon.
Wait till i get things clear okay. later got tuition at 2.30pm. tired.
Gona work hard. now i really understand no money cant survive at all.
All the while i tot no money nbm. i still can live. cos its not mine.
But now come t think of it. if its mine i wont even hab enuff at all.
So many ppl tried t talk t me, even my tuition teacher lols. glad.
But some still doesnt gets into my head. but i'm sure wat i wana do.
Dunc worry its for a good cause. alrite get back t yesterday..
Yesterday went t jurong point and watched re-cycle. darn nice and touchin!
lols. she cried in the cinema lols i felt the ghost was funny. hahaas.
They became 3d at the ending lols. den i laughed non-stop. hahas.
after tat we went t fareast and heeren. went fareast buy her hairband.
hope she lykes it barhs. hhahas. umms den went back cwp and she ate dinner.
Last n yte i didn had dinner, drank on an empty stomach lols. haish..
Reached her blk downstairs abt 8.11pm. slack and talk downstairs. imissus.
8.26pm i sent her home den i went home. i was moody. so msged her.
And there goes i told her everything. i only miss us all these while.
Everythings changed has it not?? =(
the story ends like this;
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June 2005