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I had no regrets loving u geri. past is gone.
its a whole new chapter and a brand new me.
u made me smile u brought me laughter.
most importantly u loved me lyke i love you.
well i'm not asking much jus for u t stop.
because the one hurting most is you not me.
you noe it urself. i'm hurt cos ur hurt.
everyday i fear tis prob would surface.
nvr thought tat it did again. bury it soon.
be lyke how we were, happy and loving.
i dunc lyke tis. especially wat happened.
i still habben slp hab you? i'm really tired.
tired t explain t you and quarreling.
i'll only be patient with you and tell you.
my feelings are true. my consicence clear.
the lady i love is no other GERI LEE YIN YAN.
no one else. and its nvr ever gona change.
not unless u change tat. i love you babe.
i noe u wont slp well tonyte. anyhow think agn.
not good for ur brain. i understand ur feelins.
are u insecure? from all ur sayin it seems..
i assured u countless times. i'll always do.
dunc care how dunc care when dunc care why.
once in a while i'll still say something t u.
in this world problems only come if u mix them.
mix them with ur personal affairs which is us.
we're perfectly okay. i love u, u love me.
hey whats wrong anyways. lols. jus our luck.
i cried when i called ur cellphone. i cared.
i loved. i dunc wan u t sad. neither i wan sad.
things u said u promise nvr t say. but u did.
make forever an outstanding word lyke u promised.
everything u did for me i'm so happy. do u noe?
can u see? do u feel my happiness. i love u.
no loneliness anymore. cos ur here by my side.
u said u'll be here. as i can see it u are.
even though so near yet so far. we're still close.
dunc tell me i'll be happy. cos now its enuf.
dunc say ur not good. i always said u were.
understand wat i say and accept. i need u darlin.
stay with me. dunc be sad. dunc be jealous.
if ur insecure. i'll make u feel secure over time.
i'll make everyone see no one else comes close.
no one else comes close between u and me. i wont let!
i swear! neither will i break free from out bond.
its so strong alrdy. dunc break it. stay there.
its safe. i'll protect you from harm and fears.
tell me what are ur fears. tell me ur sorrows.
i'll understand them. i'll mend them. i take it away.
i mend ur heart back. make u happy and smiling again.
u noe i'll always stay with you no matter what.
i've always wanted t. no matter what u say. u noe derhs.
i'm not those who change my mind once i noe wat i want.
I WANT YOU GERI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'VE ALWAYS WANTED YOU. SINCE WHEN I WANA LEAVE YOU! (:
I'LL DIE SO REGRETFULLY IF I WERE T LET U SLIP AWAY.
I LOVE YOU. COS I NOE YOU'LL LOVE ME TOO.
I SWEAR BEFORE GOD. I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. ALWAYS.
I REALLY HOPE YOU'LL BE HAPPY WITH ME. ITS US-
NVR BEEN ANYONE ELSE BUT U U U U U U U U U .
I MISS YOU DARLING. MISS UR HUGS AND KISSES.
WEARING THE JACKET U WORE IN MY HOUSE THE OTHER DAY.
STILL FEEL UR WARMTH INSIDE. UR SMELL. UR LOVE.
U TOUCHED MY HEART COUNTLESS TIMES WITH WORDS.
THINGS U DID FOR ME U REALLY SACRIFICED. THANK YOU!
I REALLY APPRECIATE THINGS U DID. THANKS SO MUCH!
I NVR TOOK THINGS FOR GRANTED. ITS BAD. I NOE IT.
I TREASURE YOU SO MUCH I CHERISH I CARED ALOT ALOT!
I SO EASILY GAN JJIONG AND WORRIED ABT YOU.
IF U JUS GONE FOR A FEW MINS I'D WORRY LIKE KISIAO.
ALL THESE I'M SURE U NOE DERHS. I DO CARE ALOT.
ESPECIALLY FOR UR SAFETY. WHEN UR ALONE.
WE'RE ALRDY TGT. UR WEARING MY RING!!! HHAHS.
KEEP IT TAT WAY AND WEAR IT ALWAYS OKAY!
6 MONTHS SOON LERHS. I SO LOVE YOU DARLING!!!!
6 MONTHS MEANS HALF A YEAR! I'M BLESSED T HAB U!
I WAN WORK WITH U IN HOLIS. COOK MEE WITH YOU.
EAT WITH U. CUDDLE EACH OTHER AND GIVIN KISSES.
HUGGIN EACH OTHER SO TIGHT AND SPIN ROUND N ROUND.
BEING SO HAPPY ABT A BRAND NEW DAY AND SEEING YOU.
THE THINGS WE'VE DID. SO MUCH. SO FUN. TREASURED-
THE MOMENT I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU. I DIDN STOP.
ONLY WHEN I SAW THINGS DAT SADDENED ME.
SEE U LEAVING IN THE CAB. I LOST MY ONLY CHANCE.
T TELL YOU HOW I FEEL ABT YOU DURING CHALET.
SEE YOU WITH HIM PATCH BROKE ME APART.
YET I CARRIED ON. AFTER U LEFT I TOLD MYSELF.
SHES GONE ITS OVER. GIVE UP. SHE'LL NVR BE URS.
BUT YET. AFTER HOLIS UNTIL SCH REOPEN I STILL LOVED.
NOT NOEING IT. BUT SEE THINGS U DID WITH OTHERS.
I GOT JEALOUS. I CANT STOP LOOKIN AT UR BEAUTIFUL EYES.
CANT STOP NOT WANTIN T SIT WITH YOU. CONTROLLED!!
ALL THESE U DUNC NOE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
IF ONLY I COULD MAKE U UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.
DEN U WOULD STOP PUSHING ME AWAY LERHS...
I LOVE U DARLING GERI. UNDERSTNAD.
the story ends like this;
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June 2005