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(Tuesday, September 12, 2006-)
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today she din went sch. i missed her real bad.
i'm so weak when she's not around. need her.
well.. anyhow think again. made her fedup.
pissed off with myself. i noe my mistakes my flaws.
wanted t kick a curb so damn hard but missed.
in the end i injured my knee. how stupid i'm lols.
nnow the rooms so cold the chills of achings are
running through it. feelin lyke maggots biting.
pain. who cares abt pain. i can take pain.
any pain except heart pain. lols. sorry yupps.
jus now went civic mac eat. saw dexter and his frens.
while dex in washing hands and i was at the counter.
his frene wan disturb her. they left den she told me.
damn i was so pissed off. well talk t him on msn.
he'll hlp clear some stuff up for me so its ok.
i've simmered down alrdy. nxt time i wack liao.
dunc give a fcuk anymore. i wont let guys near you.
UR MINE! ALL MINE! for now.. how abt always? u want?
jus now ur msg left me shaken. shocked. but hey..
i looked on the brightside. i'm sure we'll work
things out little by little somehow. dunc stop.
i wont stop loving you. i'll be here for you.
lyke u said even if dunc get t see each other so
often you'll still love me. likewise. but i'll miss u!
its okay. if we're busy for some reason.
jus hope we'll still remain tgt. let tis love
forever remain in each other's hearts. nvr let go.
i'll hold on so tight til ur hand turns cold.
for all tat i want is jus t remain by ur side.
i love you. hope u noe how much i really do.
so much jus words cant explain it now.
i love you oh so so much laopo!
i'll always treasure and cherish u. always i swear!
let my actions be my words from now on.
let my actions be how i'm going t tell you how much
i love you and willing t do for you. alot is not much.
my actions jus neverending.. hope u'll be happy. <3<3
the story ends like this;
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June 2005