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YOU GAVE ME SHIET AND U DIDN CARED ABT MY THOUGHTS.
YOU PUT ME THROUGH TIS SHIET. WHEN I TOT IT WAS OVER.
NOW I GOTTA TAKE IT ONCE MORE AND MAKE MY HEART COLDER.
SO TAT IT CANT FEEL, SO TAT IT'LL BE NUMB. SO I COULD TAKE.
I CAN TAKE ALL KINDS OF SHIET. I DIDN WANA CHANGE...
I'M SORRY IF LATELY U THINK I'M DIFFERENT.. COS I CHANGED.
YOU MADE ME CHANGE FOR THE BETTER SO I COULD GO THRU MORE.
FOR NOW I'VE LEARNT T KAN KAI. EVEN THE WORST STUFFS.
DUNC SAY I DUNC CARE ABT UR FEELINS OR EVEN YOU. MUST KAN KAI.
YOU TAUGHT ME. I'D NVR LET ANYMORE PAIN EAT ME ALIVE.
I'VE HAD ENUFF. I'M GONA START CHANGIN MYSELF SO IT WOULDN HURT.
WHEN WILL I BE AS COLD AS AN ANIMAL. I'LL HAVE ENUFF ONE DAY.
UR TRAINING ME T BE TOUGH IS TAT IT? SURE THING I CAN TAKE IT NOW.
NOT GONA QUARREL WITH YOU ANYMORE. DUNC TELL ME SORRY AND U LOVE ME.
COS ITS USELESS. SO PLS SHUT UP WILL YOU? I HAVE MY LIMITS T THE
THINGS U ALWAYS DO T ME. TODAY IS JUS MY LIMITS. I'M NOT GONA DO
THINGS TAT MAKE ME FUCKING GONA REGRET. I'M GONA START MAKING
DECISIONS. IF UR NOT HAPPY WITH IT. DEN I DUNC NOE WAT T SAY.
LEAVE ME? FOR ALL THAT I'VE KNOWN I'VE BEEN CHANGING T FIT IN WITH YOU.
WAT MORE DO U WAN ME T DO. DIE ? U THINK I EVERYTHING ALSO ANYTHING?
U ASK ME MAKE DECISIONS DERH. NOW I DID. LOOK WAT U DID? LMFAO.
YOU THINK ONLY U NOE HOW T SAY? ITS A DARN BIG JOKE. I NOE LAR.
MY PLACE CAN NVR WIN HER! I DUNC WANA HEAR A SINGLE SORRY FROM U.
STOP BUGGING ME. DUNC EVEN WRITE A SINGLE SORRY ON UR BLOG. SORRY SUCKS
SORRY I CAN SAY A MILLION TIMES IT WONT EVEN BRING MY GRANDPA T LIFE.
WAT DOES SORRY HLP IN ANYWAY? CAN I KILL MY GRANDMA AND SAY SORRY?
LOL. ENUFF SAID. I'M NTH... NOW I SEE EVERYTHING THRU... NOTHING AT ALL..
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