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ytd had a great time with her. saw her happy and smilin.
happy with her too. hhahs. ytd went tekong t celebrate.
mid autumn festival? lols. sat there. was the only guy.
not really paiseh. but i think i was speechless.
dunc noe how t play with them also lols. girls leh. wth.
she accompanied me go eat kfc. fed up with the counter girl.
dunc noe how t serve give us tat si lang bin like i owe her.
ccb.10pm i sent her home and we walked hand in hand. [:
so fun and memorable. its been long since we lyke tis tgt.
she was so worried abt me lols. dunc noe why. is it 6 sense?
haha. well nth's wrong with me. i only got drunk and injured.
and its the first time me danny and ds drink tgt and crap.
we jus crapped all nyte long lols. bunch of crazy ppl.
lol. dunc noe why i friendly fire on last nyte. ps arh. sorry.
bloody hell danny u also threw tat bottle so hard at my head.
lols. but fun. everyone went back danny house slp over.
she talked t me on the phone for awhile and we chat..
sorry if i mentioned abt it again. how can i get over.
jus lyke how u were b4 now its me whose sayin abt it.
isnt it the same. why u wana get so angry. when u mentioned her.
was i even angry at all? all i wanted was t make you happy.
but inside my i stil got my own thoughts and worries. sadness..
if i could get through t you someday. den you'd noe wat i feel.
those certain point tat u jus gotta control and be strong.
wats the use. when i noe after tat i wouldn be fine at all.
jus wana talk and share and let u understand. didn meant t be angry.
but heck anyways. wats done is done. wats said is said.
wat should i do and how should i do? how can i reach out.
how wil i put it into words? can u spare a thought for me please?
i jus wana drown myself with liqour and forget it jus one day.
wished u'd come t me and ask sometimes. but i noe guys yea..
i dunc need anyone. are you gona leave me alone on tis one too?
lol.... =( dunc wana fan u. i'll kan kai. lyke u wanted. [:
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