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sigh.. had the worst dream i could ever imagine
would even happen t me.. made me cry. lols.
maybe i loved her too much? ha. do i? laopo.
do u think so? lmao.. been needin you the whole
day eversince morning. need u t comfort. need
ur warm huggs. missed tat soft lips. =X haha.
i missed u so badly. you noe marh? i dunc lyke
t speak in tis happy tune. i dunc wan t. not now.
cos i'm not happy. sad.. not abt jus now no more.
guess tats enuff for the both of us before we're
left speechless. and really get tired of each other.
sian. i'm so bored now.. i wan so much t talk t you
over the phone.. i wished u could make some time
for me now. i cant get used t this. everytime u do tis.
its lyke at home. we've got no time t talk i guess.
i noe lyke u said. no matter wat u still love. we still
go out tgt, you still made time t come my house. we
still got msg and chat on the phone.. yeah.. when someone
needs you at a different time. for a different reason.
all that doesn't come in at all. there's no link at all.
you cant mix happy and sad.. no one can be both.
they'd still be sad more because usually we hide it
and all the pain tgt. it den starts eatin us alive.
isnt tat jus true? hhahs. why am i even sayin all these
how could i make u understand this. how can i make u notice.
=( parents are scolding me badly for askin friends over..
sigh.. wat can i say.. its the wrong time and its so late.
i didn asked them permission i only asked grandma and noeing
tat grandma would surely let... sorry.. no alcohol tis time.
lmao. laopo.. i didn wana wei nan you t rush and go bath
all these jus for me.. i guess you've done enuf. played ur
part? i dunc noe.. why do i feel lyke cryin whhen i'm typin
tis. am i sissy. LMAO. i guess i'm jus too weak in the heart.
as i type tis post i'm also listening t the song she jus sent,
lou xia de nu ren.. maybe i wont try t wana ma fan u nxt time.
i dunc wana hear u say sorry anymore.. whenever i've got thngs
t say.. ur lyke neglecting me when i'm needin u now.
busy doing ur things.. i dunc mind really. i didn get fedup.
well... what hurts the most?? u noe?? i love u and all the
times spent tgt.. mk<3yyan :)
the story ends like this;
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June 2005