(Sunday, February 25, 2007-)
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ytd was a fun time with her. morning woke up straight
go bath and was face den went to aunties house. bai nian.
reached there abt 10mins den my cousins reached. was quite
boring narh. had some sushi and some food. plus curry chicken.
den sat down and chit chat with my cousins. so long nvr see
them liao, so happy to see them lar. they left first and later
on my parents and i left too. so i went to meet her at atmiralty
up stairs the lift. after we met and boarded the train, we headed
to orchard as she wanted to go taka buy slippers but dun have le.
met alicia zack and sl there. we left very quickly to city hall.
so went inside flash and splash look for clothes but all like
no habb my size leh. only L and very little s and m. i was abit
disappointed lah. she said my shirt looked like i shit on it. lmao.
so after tat i really wanted to get another shirt llur. anyway. i
so long nvr shop for shirts. so went thru 3 types of brand.
reef, volcom and rip curl. ha. stayed there very long. sorry darling.
llike forgot the time hah. and ended up no time to shop for her stuff.
okay on the way to marina i opened all my ang bao and use up all.
lols. we ate at pizza hut for dinner. so nice lah. after eating we
were both darn darn full. den ate dao lai also so late lerh. so we
gotta run here and ther to see more clothes lol. cos she'll be late
t meet her family. and we confirmed that the slippers she wanted from
m)phosis is coming back after the sales. haha. wat a relieve. if not
she'll be sad again. cos lately what we want find also cant find.
hoped she liked the meal. lols. it was quite ex. but worth it lah.
only scared nxt week no money nia. hha. muack. love u laopo.
i've tried everything. its so difficult not to think. when things
and moments get better each time each day. would there be a day
when i'll jus lose everything? lol. sian. i miss u by the day.
i think i should change myself. sigh.. its sad.. things are jus sad..
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(Monday, February 19, 2007-)
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HAPPY CNY EVERYONE! mines been boring.. how abt u guys?
sigh.. things changed pretty quickly.. and i've been
quiet lately.. whether at home or outside with relatives.
maybe tats abt it to blog.. nth to upload.. going t brush
teeth and bath den eat soon. lol.. hais.. the only one
tats happy now.. is u.. and nvr me.. cos i dun need it
t be like this.. cos i dun seek for anything.. i jus wan
i jus wan... i've got much t say... but i guess she wouldn
understand.. no one will... enjoy... bestie.. (:
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(Saturday, February 17, 2007-)
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schhool. on fri was kinda sian. had geo test in the morning.
later on headed for recess and went to hall for cny concert.
fooled around. but i was kinda sian lah. cos cant go sit with
her. ha. den think of stuff. so. she went home and changed.
and headed to my house. took train and bus. grandma was home.
she took darn alot of photos with my phone. not gona post.
very lazy. go her blog see. so like left the house at 5 plus.
due to some things that got in the way. haha. her stomachache.
we went cwp and saw kc and ds. chat for awhile and they made
fun of her. so like after tat went vista to have dinner.
at banquet had chicken rice. not bad lah. nice. and drank bandung.
left quickly after that. and sat downstairs her house. and we
sang song tgt. lmao. talked and laughed. den she went upstairs.
thanks for straightening my hair laopo! haha. but i still haven
cut my hair.. zzz. after sent her home . met up with danny, wesley
and boon han. played bb at 888 there. after like 1 hour den went
danny house. sent her pic. and talked with her on the phone.
i was darn slpy. lol. so talked and slpt. she also slp with me.
this morning went to get breakfast for her at mac and brought
it up t her house gave her and muack. i went home. yawn.. sian la.
reunion dinner no ppl come stil called reunion dinner meh...
its gona be a damn damn boring CNY. sigh.. i miss geri..
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(Tuesday, February 13, 2007-)
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i miss you i miss you.... where'd u go.. sigh...
my cheerful happy smiling baby.. has she hide away now?
why has it gotta be such a big ttwist. its my fate
to be with u. now. maybe jus now. maybe nxt time too.
i don't wanna noe the outcome. i jus wanna be with u
right now. i'm so into u. i wished i could jus drown
myself in vodka and jim beam every night till its all
fine and over with. i love drinking..cos u allow me to
i hate smoking. cos u hate smoking.. its as simple as tat.
i hate fighting.. cos u dun allow me to.. i wana turn real
bad.. but ur always around to stop and prevent me..
i love ur sudden appearance. i want tat sweet love of urs
always around me. got me melted. made me fall soundly aslp.
what happened. what ever happened. its real bad now. u
were such a great pretender.. i thought everything was fine.
this morning. i didn realised. until cia and sl told me.
i wasnt an attentive bf. sigh. sorry bout dat. hearing from
the way u put it its really bad isnt it?? whats going on
in ur head right now. who hav u turned to? it isnt me this
time. i noe u need time for urself. ytd i jus told myself
t give u time let u be alone. so i didn looked out if there
was anything wrong. i jus thought u needed them and me
getting jealous all the time i'm tryin to change right now.
today. we didn quarrel. i didn talk much neither. seems
like i cant find things to talk abt with u now. u've gotten
more pekcek and easily agitated lately. i;m watching every
step. i'm seeing u change. watching u becoming worst each
day. controlling tolerating everything and jus keep it all
t urself. at home theres quarrels. at school theres problems..
and theres even more coming from in ur mind. baby..
I DUN WANT TO LEAVE YOU PLS BE OK SOON. I'D BE WAITINGG. (:
HOW NICE IF U COULD JUS LET ME STAY BY UR SIDE. SUPPORTING.
JUS WATCHING IS ENOUGH. MUACK.
Dear Valentine,
loving u wasnt really tat tough at all.
its not gona be easy. i can see that.
whenever ur quiet i'd worried silently.
its such a crucial moment now. get urself
right ok. hang on tight. get a grip.
i dun noe wat it is now. cos ur not saying.
its not a matter of guessing alrdy. maybe..
jus maybe someday.. u'd tell me. everything.
but for now. i'll jus be here. till ur better.
i'll try t understand and wont bring much
mafan to u ok. no quarrels dun worry. its stupid.
i shouldn be feeling wat i'm not suppose t.
haha. only u noe wat i'm meaning yeah. ^^
cheers laopo. valentines day tml. i've got nth
for u apparently. everyone must be thinkin i'm
crazy or pro or watever. for not giving my gf
anything. maybe u'd be expecting something but
t tell the truth i've got nth up my sleeves this
time aha. i've only got my heart for u t keep.
as long as u want it t stay. is tat a good enuff
valentines day gift? dun really noe. :) can u feel
my love burning for u? its true love. ur jus the
only girl tat i had dedicate everything t. muack.
will give u my very best alright. GO GERI!! HEHE.
YOURS SINCERELY,
K.M.K. lmao.
my cheerful happy smiling baby.. has she hide away now?
why has it gotta be such a big ttwist. its my fate
to be with u. now. maybe jus now. maybe nxt time too.
i don't wanna noe the outcome. i jus wanna be with u
right now. i'm so into u. i wished i could jus drown
myself in vodka and jim beam every night till its all
fine and over with. i love drinking..cos u allow me to
i hate smoking. cos u hate smoking.. its as simple as tat.
i hate fighting.. cos u dun allow me to.. i wana turn real
bad.. but ur always around to stop and prevent me..
i love ur sudden appearance. i want tat sweet love of urs
always around me. got me melted. made me fall soundly aslp.
what happened. what ever happened. its real bad now. u
were such a great pretender.. i thought everything was fine.
this morning. i didn realised. until cia and sl told me.
i wasnt an attentive bf. sigh. sorry bout dat. hearing from
the way u put it its really bad isnt it?? whats going on
in ur head right now. who hav u turned to? it isnt me this
time. i noe u need time for urself. ytd i jus told myself
t give u time let u be alone. so i didn looked out if there
was anything wrong. i jus thought u needed them and me
getting jealous all the time i'm tryin to change right now.
today. we didn quarrel. i didn talk much neither. seems
like i cant find things to talk abt with u now. u've gotten
more pekcek and easily agitated lately. i;m watching every
step. i'm seeing u change. watching u becoming worst each
day. controlling tolerating everything and jus keep it all
t urself. at home theres quarrels. at school theres problems..
and theres even more coming from in ur mind. baby..
I DUN WANT TO LEAVE YOU PLS BE OK SOON. I'D BE WAITINGG. (:
HOW NICE IF U COULD JUS LET ME STAY BY UR SIDE. SUPPORTING.
JUS WATCHING IS ENOUGH. MUACK.
Dear Valentine,
loving u wasnt really tat tough at all.
its not gona be easy. i can see that.
whenever ur quiet i'd worried silently.
its such a crucial moment now. get urself
right ok. hang on tight. get a grip.
i dun noe wat it is now. cos ur not saying.
its not a matter of guessing alrdy. maybe..
jus maybe someday.. u'd tell me. everything.
but for now. i'll jus be here. till ur better.
i'll try t understand and wont bring much
mafan to u ok. no quarrels dun worry. its stupid.
i shouldn be feeling wat i'm not suppose t.
haha. only u noe wat i'm meaning yeah. ^^
cheers laopo. valentines day tml. i've got nth
for u apparently. everyone must be thinkin i'm
crazy or pro or watever. for not giving my gf
anything. maybe u'd be expecting something but
t tell the truth i've got nth up my sleeves this
time aha. i've only got my heart for u t keep.
as long as u want it t stay. is tat a good enuff
valentines day gift? dun really noe. :) can u feel
my love burning for u? its true love. ur jus the
only girl tat i had dedicate everything t. muack.
will give u my very best alright. GO GERI!! HEHE.
YOURS SINCERELY,
K.M.K. lmao.
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(Sunday, February 11, 2007-)
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ytd, on the 10/2 whole upper sec had cip.. tired..
teacher wan break record.. give us so many blocks to do..
was late to meet her in the morning.. my damn alarm didn
sound.. so she had to go meet the rest on her own.. sorry..
how did it felt like when i wasnt there to walk with you??
sigh.. cip ended at 2 plus. but i left at 1.35. cos i want
to send her home. dun wan her to go home alone.. happy tat
i saw her.. so like she went home to bath and change.. and i
went to 12 floor of her block to change.. we went cwp to
meet alicia and went town.. alighted at somerset.. went heeren
to have the pontian noodle.. i ordered the big one.. with extra
noodles.. elaine came jus after me and geri ordered.. den
cia ordered follwed by elaine.. after eating wernt to take
neoprint and the machine was cocked up.. the pictures.. didn
turn out right.. den we walked around heeren and later on went
to taka.. me and her.. left from there.. went bishan to buy
mee sua and got sugercane drink too.. left immediately after tat..
i know.. i was so careless.. i felt i was useless.. eversince the
start of school.. we quarreled.. almost everyday.. most of the time
it was jus me.. made the you angry and fedup.. i guess its hard..
for the both of us.. but please.. i really wish to get it right..
when u said i had childish thinkings.. at taka.. i was jus anyhow
saying stuff.. i know in my heart.. what u meant.. i jus didn want
it to get into my mind.. those slpless nights.. we both had them..
we're happy when being tgt.. seeing each other.. inside us.. there's
a big big prob yet to be faced someday.. hope it isnt too soon..
things seemed so fine to everyone on the outside.. if only i wasnt
oversensitive all the time.. there's always someone much better
than me.. but i hope i could be the best in you.. you deserve much
better than me.. i miss you.. those memories i'd nvr wana lose..
ur my friend.. my bestie.. my gf.. the only one who ever tidied my
room for me.. nagged and scolded me and didn care if i had told u
i didn liked it.. made me listen.. i changed all becos of u..
i can always do everything when ur there.. i'm fighting everything..
everything to be with you.. i pushed myself in everyway possible..
those quarrels we had.. it didn really changed anything did it?
u seem so lost now.. dun noe wat to say to me.. is there anything
tat i should noe abt? maybe i was jus thinking too much.
i miss you so much right now.. wished it was so clear..
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(Sunday, February 04, 2007-)
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she's under my jacket
muahahaha. bored bored arhs!!! yawn.. so slpy. slpt on mrt.
got one auntie tapped my hand den i woke up lols. jurong east.
was like so tired.. walked around like a zombie. waited for
boon lay train. finally reached home liao. switched on com.
not tired alrdy. she's aslp i guess. haha. i love her so much.
sat under her blk jus now with her. taking pics. stared at her
for awhile. thought in my mind. its so true. kept huggin her.
treasure everything. i'm so happy las. got someone to pei and
look forward in looking out for everyday. someone to worry abt
care abt. feels jus oh so GREAT! so alright. ytd was a sat.
she came my house and we kinda actually wanted to study.. but
ahha. didn lor. play play around and used com. dl songs put mp3.
btw ytd is 3/2/07 haha. and and before we came i went out around
10 to pick her up downstairs her house. woke up at 9 leh. so tired.
haha. but everytime i'll still make sure i pick her up downstairs
her house. currently eating guava. so soft one not nice. zz.
so ytd we talked alot. go to know shes fine at school. getting along
and getting used to her environment and ppl. of cos alil jealous
here and there. its like why am i not the one beside her... sigh..
but den ok lah. not so bad. at least shes mine. all mine!! LMAO.
we trained to my house. and she saw a pretty girl so she wanted to
follow. and both of ur didn notice we took wrong train lmao. den
too bad. and alighted at sembawang den i had kfc for my breakfast.
the vegs were yellow lmao. like so not fresh eh. wtf is tat.
still finished everything. den took train back to boon lay. mummy
called me say making the thai laksa. lol. different from the one
we both had the other time. luckily she like it too. even thinks its
better than the other one. phew. haha. thought she wont eat lur.
umm and she said i not xi xin. cos i'm super duper careless. sorry!
i'll be on alert nxt time. watever i do ok. promise. wan be the one
who protects u. too bad u wont let me fight. my temper need adjust.
i'll slowly change for u. [= u made me the happiest guy haha.
send her home around 5 plus. after she reached home around 6 plus -7,
i went to have dinner with danny. now we're like nth much to talk.
he quiet and i keep wan find things to talk. but also ended up jus
having our food and nth much to say to each other. how many years
friendship we had? since pri 2. abt 8 years. rmb many stuff we always
do tgt. lol. although now not so childish liao lah. but still good
friends right. i see u lidat. i also duno can do wat. everything u
say is duno duno duno. i also duno wat t say. ytd i drank. so i
abit gong. today forgot wat i say to u in the msg. if offend u in
anyway sorry ah. nxt time come my house ton again lah. dun smoke
so much lah. 1 packet 1 week. can liao. so waste money and time.
lol. anything u noe i will hlp lah. nowadays. i concentrate more
on geri and sch now.. not i nvr bother lah. bro. always will be.
take care ah hum noi noi. LMAO.
okay today . 4/2/07 woke up 8am and slacked on bed until 8.17am den
went to bath. den many stuff happened nur. den so sian. make me
late t meet her. made her quarrel with her mummy. very sorry laopo.
met her up for swimming but reached there jumped inside the pool she
complained very cold. swim also cold. lol. den like not more than 10
mins we both went to bath liao lmao. den after tat kept taking picture.
she kept insisting. maybe post it when she sends me. lmao. laopo post
for me can? LOL. had lunch with her in mac. den walked around cwp.
saw ron. wanted t wish him happy birthday den didn. ok so walked home
with her. today whole day kept laughing lol. she's damn cute. saw
someone's leg got mole den laugh until peng. cos got hair on it. zzz.
hha. saw her face i also laugh lmao. i miss her. will wait for her call
tonyte. alright blog again. some other day. cheers!
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