(Thursday, May 31, 2007-)
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hello. i've been so lazy to blk. now since i have time i jus blog something. (:
so. had a lousy dreamt last night and woke up at 6.50am. go msg her.
sun was coming up alrdy. went toilet and back to com to check if my game
sever was up. it wasnt. so went back to lie on the bed and slp. until now.
9.30am woke up. toilet again. stilll sick. still have blk nose. wonder whats
the medicine for. they gave one for running nose. which i dun have. lol.
cheat my money la. that amatuer doctor. i havent been seeing her for
the past 2 days. only seen her blog pictures and talking to her on the phone.
these few days she always came home late. den everytime talk abit i also
slpy wan slp lerh. for the past like one month she keep slping late. even till now.
holiday still slp late wake up early. where got beauty slp at all lor. still dare say.
haha. must slp early wake up late. not the other way around. damn theres
so much phlegm in my throat i cant get it out. bored lah.. nth to do now..
wonder if she had wake up alrdy anot. she always wake up very early one.
die.. this month phone bill going to get scolding again. but nvm. haha. dun care.
i now why i these days so bored. cos i didn spend time with her. lol. then become.
stay at home play game. she says one week only go out twice. means i cant see
her for 6 days. since one day she'll with me and the other duno with who.
nxt year i go poly i wonder hows it gonna be. i'll surely after sch go find her have
lunch or dinner. haha. that would be nice. how strong is our love. i guess we'll only
noe. after we both are seperate and having not much time with each other.
if got someone better i also bo bian. hahaha. see you soon geri. <3
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(Monday, May 28, 2007-)
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+8:42:00 PM]*
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Yawn.. i'm so tired. feeling slpy cos of the medicine. been sick for a week.
had a slight fever on and off. blocked nose and running nose. cough.. zzz
kept coughing non stop. like wan tio tb. lmao. damn itchy lah my throat.
make me so kang kor. dun even noe how i got it. should be from the
gastric pain the other time den slowly became fever and now.. theres even
a damn big ulcer on my lower lip near my gum. wtf. so painful. i dun dare
put salt on it lah. i think tats sick. den so salty and painful. rather put bonjela.
for ulcers. lol. taste nicer. today woke up at 5am. cos my alarm went off.
i forgot to off. sian. so damn tired. den after woke up i cant get back to slp.
kept coughin and nose blk all. cant breathe properly. blew my nose for almost
an hour. by the time alrdy 6 plus. so i jus used com dota den went t play ps2.
bored lah. and 9.30 lidat she reached my house. yay! thanks laopo for coming
early. haha. i miss you all night. past few days keep quarreling i'll try to make
things fine now. concentrate on our studies lerh. u dun use too much com lah.
i also wont use. even if i o lvl ur n lvl also equally important mah. how can i not
worry for u too. i worried since last year. make my worries go away narh.
den at least i can put my mind at ease. (: alright so left my house at 12 plus.
took train to bugis as she wanted to get her bangle and necklace. shop shop.
and in the end she bought her necklace and bangle. hope she like it lah. lol.
cos girls jus keep wanting more and more! lmao. sian. i'm trying so hard to save
money for my psp. i hope by the time my birthday comes i can at least have more
than 300$. den the rest will ask my parents to fork out lmao. still got motherboard.
skinny jeans and more tshirts. so much i wan buy sial. wan faster o lvl finish den
my daddy will buy me a laptop. will study hard alrdy. tuition will be as usual.
seems like no rest. but i still got play dota. gotta cut down. darling u too. dun use
com so much. call me if ur bored lah. lol. i'll try to entertain you since i like to talk
to you so much! LMAO. i love u baby. hope to make things work out perfectly fine.
even if theres problems i'll still wan you to be the one beside me solving it tgt with me.
MUACK. LOL.
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(Saturday, May 26, 2007-)
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isolation could be the best way.. maybe den she'll be much happier.. if explaining to someone you love doesn't seem t come t a point of understanding, den stop. cos there isnt really much of a choice anymore. someone has to keep quiet. someone has to sacrifice. why not me.. most of the time its jus me..... alone..
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(Thursday, May 24, 2007-)
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sigh. shes scared i could tell. maybe shes doing her stuff.
but the thing still runs in her thoughts. what have i done.
i'll stand by her. i miss her so much. tml can see her lerh.
maybe she'll be happy to see me too? maybe not? hais.
i jus played a game of dota. i'm getting ready to slp.
would she call me at 10pm like she used to? i wonder..
shes speechless. too worried too scared. but i noe.
after we noe the answer the nxt step it'll be easy for us
to handle. i hope so god pls hear my plea. dat nth
of that sort would place on us. its too big for us to cope.
in my heart i wan jus let her rest. calm down her heart
and her soul. dun let her mind run wild. that would be
ok for now. this whole month is jus madness for us.
its me who needs some changing. i guess she had always
listened to me. its jus me who hasnt been treating her right.
didnt went sch today. had gastric and fever. now i'm feverish.
hope tml will recover so can accompany her to shopping. (:
i'd be happy if i could jus be there wherever you may go.
if u let me. if u asked me to. maybe show signs. tell me something.
baby. if theres ever anything i wanted on earth right now.
its a confirmation and an assurance for us. so we can put
this relationship aside and dun worry at all that either would
leave each other. as time passes by. i found out somethings
tat i had nvr seen when being with u. i didn noe. u needed me.
i didn noe u didn wan me to be lonely. although i'm used to
being lonely. jus that now there's someone there for me to miss.
love. both good and bad. too much bad lately. so sorry.. i'll try
my best. to watch the way i speak to parents and to you.
you've been asking me to talk to them nicely all the time on the phne.
yeah i did today. i didn shout. i didn pissed off. when dad talked.
i felt fine. i'm trying hard to change. yes. for you. i hope this time
i can succeed. slp early darling. i love you. good night.
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(Saturday, May 19, 2007-)
+9:54:00 PM]*
+9:54:00 PM]*
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Back to blog as i promised. tired, sad. she doesnt trust me anymore.
i loved her so much. i still do. i miss her. wished she would reply.
call me even. how nice. i'd be really happy. dun think so much darling.
keep it tgt. like i wana keep us tgt. duno wats happened now. dun
wish to know too. haha. think she also. tired to think lerh ba.
rest well darling. i wana cuddle u so tight. ur nvr gona leave my sight.
i love u. ytd went to stay over at my cousin house. we drank and talked.
abt many things. so long din see them i kinda like miss them.
saw troy. he has grown so big now. keep running around. reached their
place around 1030pm. played with troy abit let him smell me and lick
my leg. haha. so ticklish. den went to sean room and started to talk.
drank some low alcohol content stuff. me and sean went downstairs
near the pond to drink. den talked. i saw a black thing flashed pass real
quickly. didn bother jus drank and joked. talked abt many stufff.
whole night i kept thinking abt her. when i drank i thought abt those calls
we made on the way. i could tell she was different. damn i miss her so much.
she's still angry maybe. but i hope she'll go to slp soon. and not always
slp so late. i'll be worried for u laopo. slpt around 5am. woke up at 10.
saw her morning msg. i was really happy. wanted to reply straight away.
uncle bought prata. den went to wash face and eat. called her after tat.
shes sad and i caused it. now she hates and tells me its over. sigh.....
i wished there was room for talk. hope she will feel better tml. pls god.
i beg u almighty jesus i wished u'd answer to my callings. baby come back t me....
i loved her so much. i still do. i miss her. wished she would reply.
call me even. how nice. i'd be really happy. dun think so much darling.
keep it tgt. like i wana keep us tgt. duno wats happened now. dun
wish to know too. haha. think she also. tired to think lerh ba.
rest well darling. i wana cuddle u so tight. ur nvr gona leave my sight.
i love u. ytd went to stay over at my cousin house. we drank and talked.
abt many things. so long din see them i kinda like miss them.
saw troy. he has grown so big now. keep running around. reached their
place around 1030pm. played with troy abit let him smell me and lick
my leg. haha. so ticklish. den went to sean room and started to talk.
drank some low alcohol content stuff. me and sean went downstairs
near the pond to drink. den talked. i saw a black thing flashed pass real
quickly. didn bother jus drank and joked. talked abt many stufff.
whole night i kept thinking abt her. when i drank i thought abt those calls
we made on the way. i could tell she was different. damn i miss her so much.
she's still angry maybe. but i hope she'll go to slp soon. and not always
slp so late. i'll be worried for u laopo. slpt around 5am. woke up at 10.
saw her morning msg. i was really happy. wanted to reply straight away.
uncle bought prata. den went to wash face and eat. called her after tat.
shes sad and i caused it. now she hates and tells me its over. sigh.....
i wished there was room for talk. hope she will feel better tml. pls god.
i beg u almighty jesus i wished u'd answer to my callings. baby come back t me....
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