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(Saturday, May 19, 2007-)
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Back to blog as i promised. tired, sad. she doesnt trust me anymore.
i loved her so much. i still do. i miss her. wished she would reply.
call me even. how nice. i'd be really happy. dun think so much darling.
keep it tgt. like i wana keep us tgt. duno wats happened now. dun
wish to know too. haha. think she also. tired to think lerh ba.
rest well darling. i wana cuddle u so tight. ur nvr gona leave my sight.
i love u. ytd went to stay over at my cousin house. we drank and talked.
abt many things. so long din see them i kinda like miss them.
saw troy. he has grown so big now. keep running around. reached their
place around 1030pm. played with troy abit let him smell me and lick
my leg. haha. so ticklish. den went to sean room and started to talk.
drank some low alcohol content stuff. me and sean went downstairs
near the pond to drink. den talked. i saw a black thing flashed pass real
quickly. didn bother jus drank and joked. talked abt many stufff.
whole night i kept thinking abt her. when i drank i thought abt those calls
we made on the way. i could tell she was different. damn i miss her so much.
she's still angry maybe. but i hope she'll go to slp soon. and not always
slp so late. i'll be worried for u laopo. slpt around 5am. woke up at 10.
saw her morning msg. i was really happy. wanted to reply straight away.
uncle bought prata. den went to wash face and eat. called her after tat.
shes sad and i caused it. now she hates and tells me its over. sigh.....
i wished there was room for talk. hope she will feel better tml. pls god.
i beg u almighty jesus i wished u'd answer to my callings. baby come back t me....
the story ends like this;
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June 2005